stupid worry
I used to think, "why do people worry so much they feel sick?" I understand now. Its silly really because i have just gotten into the HABIT of worrying. I feel like if there is nothing else to do....worry about something! I know that shouldn't be what I do, but it just kinda happened. See I am really worried that Joy is going to be mad at me because I can't go to recital. I'm scared to tell her. um....And I'm extremely worried that Ashley and trevor aren't going to be able to come up to the lakes with me, and its not that i'm worried about that.....I'm worried more abou tmy mom's reaction. She tends to overreact and i know if they end up not coming, I'm going to get ripped for it. I 'm going to get yelled at and told things like, "well you should have known a long time ago they weren't comeing" or, "your grandmother has worked so hard to make this work for you and you've ruined it" I just don't know if its going to work out. I mean I'm being optomisitic, but Ashley has her surgery Friday and we were leaving Sunday and I dont' want her to put herself otu to try to come. And Trevor is going to Holiday world and idk when he gets back and even if his mom is goign to allow him to come. SEE! I worry too much. make me stop!
The end.
The end.