Jul 24, 2006 10:51
Jesus I've done it again,I think I'm falling for some one...but its not the person I wanted to fall for at all and it so caught me off guard totally...I mean this cant be right,me are firefighter and emt brothers and this thing dosnt or shouldnt happen. But I'm always finding myself flirting with him, holding his hand and sitting on his lap and the other night he climed into my bunk and held me through out the night.And Fuck he is all I can think and dream about... oh what the hell am I going to do I dont want to risk my job for acting on this... Damn Firefighters.