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so.. i have my car back. kinda. i just wish my brother would give my mom her car back so i wouldn't have to be her chauffer. yesterday i took brodey to the doctor for his 1 month check up. little chunky butt weighs 10 lbs 14.5 oz. :o oh well. that just means there's more of him to love. <3 not much else has been happening. tomorrow i get to take brodey up to abilene high to get my graduation announcements so that should be fun. then i have to take him to see the ladies my mom works with for a "baby shower".
a couple days ago, sam called me from a hotel room she was in with some ahs and cooper golfers. she put our friend, lana, on the phone and she asked me some questions that nobody had really asked me about having the baby. if i wished i'd waited till later...if i feel like i'm missing out on a lot...if i ever just want to go out but can't...if i feel tied down. i love brodey with all my heart and he's the best thing to ever happen to me but i won't lie, he would've been a lot more fun if i didn't still have school to worry about and if i had a significant other who spent more than 2 hours a day with him. i should've been in that hotel room with sam and everybody else. but i wasn't. i was laying in my bed. with brodey. listening to everyone chatting and laughing and singing songs and waking up coach to ask if he knew sandy was a squirrel from texas. but i traded all of that for my baby boy. and given a chance to do it over, i wouldn't change a thing.
brodey <3
a couple days ago, sam called me from a hotel room she was in with some ahs and cooper golfers. she put our friend, lana, on the phone and she asked me some questions that nobody had really asked me about having the baby. if i wished i'd waited till later...if i feel like i'm missing out on a lot...if i ever just want to go out but can't...if i feel tied down. i love brodey with all my heart and he's the best thing to ever happen to me but i won't lie, he would've been a lot more fun if i didn't still have school to worry about and if i had a significant other who spent more than 2 hours a day with him. i should've been in that hotel room with sam and everybody else. but i wasn't. i was laying in my bed. with brodey. listening to everyone chatting and laughing and singing songs and waking up coach to ask if he knew sandy was a squirrel from texas. but i traded all of that for my baby boy. and given a chance to do it over, i wouldn't change a thing.
brodey <3