it's not animosity, you just don't interest me.
My name is: zan alexander amparan.
I may seem: arrogant and unapproachable.
But I'm really: a little bit arrogant, but otherwise very nice.
Sometimes I feel: like it's all gonna be worth it in the end.
In the morning I: immediately light a cigarette.
I like to sleep with: boys. ha ha.
If I could be doing anything right now I would: be trading kisses with the boy from new york city.
One thing I wish I had is: more music.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't have is: a shitty memory.
First real date: pepper, toi on sunset.
First real kiss: brandon eugene levy, age 15.
First break-up: pepper turnblad, BFF.
First self purchased album: i think it was oooooohhhhh...on the tlc tip! thank you, columbia house.
First funeral: nora's in the 11th grade. her car was mowed down by an 18 wheeler less than a block from my house.
First piercing/tattoo: piercing - labret. tattoo - anchor on my forearm bearing pepper's name.
First true love: i think it's fairly obvious.
Last cigarette: right this very minute.
Last car ride: home from tower records last night.
Last kiss: my mom.
Last good cry: crying doesn't do much good.
Last library book checked out: something about martial arts in high school.
Last movie seen: steel magnolias.
Last beverage drank: pink lemonade.
Last food consumed: bagel with turkey, salami, swiss cheese, mayonnaise and hot mustard.
Last crush: angela lindvall in that levi's commercial and the boy from new york city.
Last phone call: pepper, to talk about top model. i still say yaya is prettier than eva.
Last shoes worn: puma boxing shoes.
Last cd played: country mix cd i made.
Last item bought: blank tapes at tower records.
Last annoyance: being sick.
Last disappointment: not feeling better.
Last time wanting to die: i haven't wanted to die at all since my aunt passed away. seeing someone suffer really can take the romance out of death.
Last time scolded: ummmm....probably the last time i saw maryam. she scolds me on a fairly regular basis.
Last shirt worn: laurie anderson.
Last website visited: myspace.
Last words you said: "ok...bye." to mom when she woke me up this morning.
Last song you sang: "i'm so lonesome i could cry" by hank williams.
What is in your cd player? nothing. a mix tape.
What color socks are you wearing? beige.
What Color of underwear are you wearing? white.
What's under your bed? art supplies, magazines.
What time did you wake up today? around 11, i think.
.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go? new york.
What is your career going to be? probably many things.
Where are you going to live? that kind of depends. new york for a fairly long while, then possibly back to california and then to north carolina where i will grow very old far from civilization sitting on my porch playing a banjo and singing songs for the woodland creatures.
How many kids do you want? one boy and one girl.
What kind of car(s)? an el camino.
.CURRENT.
Current mood: fairly good. i just found out that my "plastic letters" cd is at pepper's house. hooray!
Current music: "mannequin" by wire.
Current taste: cigarette.
Current hair: short with what can only be described as a "bunny tail".
Current annoyance(s): that it's beautiful outside and i have nowhere to go and i'm too sick to go anywhere anyway.
Current desktop picture: hottie extraordinaire, chris evans.
Fav Artist: that girl that does really academic likenesses of north american birds accompanied by skewed hip hop lyrics. and mike mills.
Current book(s): andy warhol diaries.
Current time: 1:39pm.
I may seem: arrogant and unapproachable.
But I'm really: a little bit arrogant, but otherwise very nice.
Sometimes I feel: like it's all gonna be worth it in the end.
In the morning I: immediately light a cigarette.
I like to sleep with: boys. ha ha.
If I could be doing anything right now I would: be trading kisses with the boy from new york city.
One thing I wish I had is: more music.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't have is: a shitty memory.
First real date: pepper, toi on sunset.
First real kiss: brandon eugene levy, age 15.
First break-up: pepper turnblad, BFF.
First self purchased album: i think it was oooooohhhhh...on the tlc tip! thank you, columbia house.
First funeral: nora's in the 11th grade. her car was mowed down by an 18 wheeler less than a block from my house.
First piercing/tattoo: piercing - labret. tattoo - anchor on my forearm bearing pepper's name.
First true love: i think it's fairly obvious.
Last cigarette: right this very minute.
Last car ride: home from tower records last night.
Last kiss: my mom.
Last good cry: crying doesn't do much good.
Last library book checked out: something about martial arts in high school.
Last movie seen: steel magnolias.
Last beverage drank: pink lemonade.
Last food consumed: bagel with turkey, salami, swiss cheese, mayonnaise and hot mustard.
Last crush: angela lindvall in that levi's commercial and the boy from new york city.
Last phone call: pepper, to talk about top model. i still say yaya is prettier than eva.
Last shoes worn: puma boxing shoes.
Last cd played: country mix cd i made.
Last item bought: blank tapes at tower records.
Last annoyance: being sick.
Last disappointment: not feeling better.
Last time wanting to die: i haven't wanted to die at all since my aunt passed away. seeing someone suffer really can take the romance out of death.
Last time scolded: ummmm....probably the last time i saw maryam. she scolds me on a fairly regular basis.
Last shirt worn: laurie anderson.
Last website visited: myspace.
Last words you said: "ok...bye." to mom when she woke me up this morning.
Last song you sang: "i'm so lonesome i could cry" by hank williams.
What is in your cd player? nothing. a mix tape.
What color socks are you wearing? beige.
What Color of underwear are you wearing? white.
What's under your bed? art supplies, magazines.
What time did you wake up today? around 11, i think.
.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go? new york.
What is your career going to be? probably many things.
Where are you going to live? that kind of depends. new york for a fairly long while, then possibly back to california and then to north carolina where i will grow very old far from civilization sitting on my porch playing a banjo and singing songs for the woodland creatures.
How many kids do you want? one boy and one girl.
What kind of car(s)? an el camino.
.CURRENT.
Current mood: fairly good. i just found out that my "plastic letters" cd is at pepper's house. hooray!
Current music: "mannequin" by wire.
Current taste: cigarette.
Current hair: short with what can only be described as a "bunny tail".
Current annoyance(s): that it's beautiful outside and i have nowhere to go and i'm too sick to go anywhere anyway.
Current desktop picture: hottie extraordinaire, chris evans.
Fav Artist: that girl that does really academic likenesses of north american birds accompanied by skewed hip hop lyrics. and mike mills.
Current book(s): andy warhol diaries.
Current time: 1:39pm.