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Dear me,
I'm going to be yelled at from my father because I chose not to pray with them this evening. No, I'm not sorry. I despise this feeling of guilt they try to place on me when I'm not even sure if I'm Catholic; why bother being a hypocrit? I'm not true to myself, I'm not true to this faith. Isn't it best that I leave until I find what fills my heart, my soul, my being with the right kind of guidance and values and principles? It feels like a load of sh*t. I am sorry if you are offended by my explicit demeanor, but it frustrates me when guilt and shame and all these negative connoctations are placed on me because I have my own head and think for myself.
The next few months are going to be rougher than usual. Damn.
I'm going to be yelled at from my father because I chose not to pray with them this evening. No, I'm not sorry. I despise this feeling of guilt they try to place on me when I'm not even sure if I'm Catholic; why bother being a hypocrit? I'm not true to myself, I'm not true to this faith. Isn't it best that I leave until I find what fills my heart, my soul, my being with the right kind of guidance and values and principles? It feels like a load of sh*t. I am sorry if you are offended by my explicit demeanor, but it frustrates me when guilt and shame and all these negative connoctations are placed on me because I have my own head and think for myself.
The next few months are going to be rougher than usual. Damn.