hmmm...

[madphotographer]

I cannot describe this pain I feel
for losing words I don't recall writing
that spurt of sporatic blissful insanity.

It's lost, all lost
those bits and pieces of my soul
and the gaping hole stares straight back at me.

I wanted to share a gift with you
I wanted to see you smile
but instead I have to hang my wings in shame.

I'm not perfect but come again
I don't think anyone else is
then again perhaps I think too much?

The sun is about to shine
and the clouds have finally left
Today may be the day I fill the hole.

Until I can redeem that loss
My wings will stay curled away
Adieu, sweet boy, and you better have a good day.