. . .

[madphotographer]

Gouge these eyes and burn these fingertips with oil
Breathe in deep and let the air freeze your lungs
and in that moment darkened by my life
I felt something
like being alive
but it lasted only that moment frozen in time

And I am pointless, waited, these moments moments moments
Forget what these fingers did to make you smile
Forget whatever laughter I faked to make you feel good
Forget sipping tea and sighing with me

Drained. Worn. So old yet so young.

I'm sorry you know me. But I have to end me. Now.