Nov 06, 2003 23:46
its bad enough that those close to me hate me for what i am
its bad enough i'll never be good enough for any one
but why do i try to please you?
why do i look to the world for consolement of my own sin?
i've been divided, broken, the superglue stuck in the exit part of the tube.
so i can't really blame you for hating me.
confuse the fantasies of a lonely woman
with the girl in reality.
tends to lead to bad unhappy endings.
but why search for love? why care anymore? you choose what you want to treasure, you choose what to hate. accept, reject, hell call this human defective.
short, bittersweet. at least i didn't have a chance to really catch. really glad...