FUCKING LIVID!!! ... unfortunately fucking livid is not on my little mood stars >_< #
FUCK EVERYTHING RIGHT ABOUT NOW .... JUST FUCK IT ALL...... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHERES MY BOOZE!!!!! AHHHH SON OF A FUCKING BITCH I HATE EVERYTHING!!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT !!!! I honestly don't understand why my ass has a fucking glow in the dark bullseye on it ... obviously the size of the continent of Australia... that everyone want to take a shot at!!!???? Its not bad enough that I almost get creamed in a car accident today.... I swear to GOD that f the car behind me had been any closer I would've been done for..... but now the stupid BITCH from the apartment complex that has been dragging her feet and not giving us any straight answers for a straight month now gives us an answer that I DON'T FUCKING LIKE AT ALLLL!!!!!!! UGH DUMB BITCH!!! Fist off Jason has had hound the dumb whore to death to get her to tell her whether or not we got approved for the apartment.... I mean we went there a month ago and applied and now that I've turned in my notice to vacate we get news that we need an up front deposit of $2,200.00!!!! the rent is 800.00 a month so WTF? I pay 600.00 just by myself and they want over 2200.00 for security!! NO FUCKING WAY .... They wait till last minute to tell us with only 2 weeks left that we need to pony up that kind of money !!! AGAIN WTF!!?? I am BEYOND PISSED right now.... we're talking down a whole bottle of Bacardi rum and beat the shit outta inanimate objects IRATE!! I'm also upset because Jase is going to start a new job where has got to do a ton of driving ... and with his car I don't feel safe him driving all that way... not to mention during his training period we won't see eachother at all... Its like they were waiting to sabotage us because we didn't make enough money for them ... which I HATE MYSELF for ... if I hadn't wasted years of my life being a damned coward I could've finished school and been someine that didn't have to worry about things like this... instead I'm a loser that has to settle for bottom most wrung in this STUPID ASS FUCKED UP COMPLETELY BULLSHIT CALAMITY AND CHAOS RIDDEN-ASSED FUCK- OFF OF AN EXISTANCE! I need this drink to work faster!!! Aghh to make matters worse theres no where else that will take us... the place where we applied is the same place I live now dammit and if they won't take my good rental history into accord then no one will..... FUCK IT ALL GODDAMMIT!!!!! OK WHERE THE HELL IS MY KEROSENE I'M ABOUT TO BURN A BITCH!!! UGHHH I THUS CONCLUDE MY RANT FILLED WITH MORE CURSE WORDS THEN ONE WILL FIND ON AN EMINEM CD..... GODD FUCKING NIGHT ...