im haveing a fucking wonderful week
my fucking eye hasnt stopped twitching in a fucking week,
and it could be cause from
a- lack of sleep
but i cant fucking get any sleep because im up all fucking night doing homework, and my weekends when im suppose to get a break ihave to spend fucking working so i can make a tiny ass fucking pay check that i only spend on more schoo shit, so when i get out of work i stay up all night so that i can actually spend time with my friends
b- too much eye strain
well fucking sorry eyes your going to have to fucking deal with it, its not my fault i have to write a million fucking papers over and over again untill my eyes bleed from looking at the computer
c- " a ghost is trying to contact you"
HI FUCKING GHOST, I KNOW YOUR THERE, LEAVE ME ALONE NOWWW what fucking crazy people actually think thats true
d-allergies
allergies are bad enough alone i really dont fucking need an annoying eye spazm to add to it that just frustrates me and puts me in a bad fucking mood
i go to work tired everyweekend and people always find a way to get on my last nerve.
i wouldnt have time for all this fucking school work even if i sat at my desk all hours of the day and did homework.
nothing is ever good enough
yay for getting all the shitty teachers
im almost considering changing my major to something easier just cause i cant do another fucking seven semesters of this, i just fucking caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant.
swine flu has killed over 1000 people so far and obama has set a state of emergency, and its not even flu season yet.
i just want to relax but everytime i try everything gets more stressful
i havent gotten a good nights sleep in weeks, and im not going to for a long time.
i passed in a four page paper that wasnt typed cause i was out of fucking ink, teacher sent me an unnessasarily bitchy email stating that it was not okay and that i should re do it, without the original one.. so i pretty much have to do the entire paper over again.
i need more time in a day
i need less obligations
i need time to think
i need time to sleep
i need people off my back
i need money
i dont understand my chem and we have an exam next week, and theres nothing i can do about it.
just when i think everythings going good. life has to go and shit on me.
aaron was in umass all weekend, so a barely saw him
cassie is back with dave
everyones death anniversaries are coming up
and i dont want to deal with the stress of that, and i guess thats horrible for me to say.
i want to give up for today and just pick myself up tomorrow, BUT that cant happen because i have to do my fucking chem quiz ans lab, YAY
i make too many promises, dont break them, so i overload myself and i cant handle itttttttt
FUCK EVERYTHINGGGG
and it could be cause from
a- lack of sleep
but i cant fucking get any sleep because im up all fucking night doing homework, and my weekends when im suppose to get a break ihave to spend fucking working so i can make a tiny ass fucking pay check that i only spend on more schoo shit, so when i get out of work i stay up all night so that i can actually spend time with my friends
b- too much eye strain
well fucking sorry eyes your going to have to fucking deal with it, its not my fault i have to write a million fucking papers over and over again untill my eyes bleed from looking at the computer
c- " a ghost is trying to contact you"
HI FUCKING GHOST, I KNOW YOUR THERE, LEAVE ME ALONE NOWWW what fucking crazy people actually think thats true
d-allergies
allergies are bad enough alone i really dont fucking need an annoying eye spazm to add to it that just frustrates me and puts me in a bad fucking mood
i go to work tired everyweekend and people always find a way to get on my last nerve.
i wouldnt have time for all this fucking school work even if i sat at my desk all hours of the day and did homework.
nothing is ever good enough
yay for getting all the shitty teachers
im almost considering changing my major to something easier just cause i cant do another fucking seven semesters of this, i just fucking caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant.
swine flu has killed over 1000 people so far and obama has set a state of emergency, and its not even flu season yet.
i just want to relax but everytime i try everything gets more stressful
i havent gotten a good nights sleep in weeks, and im not going to for a long time.
i passed in a four page paper that wasnt typed cause i was out of fucking ink, teacher sent me an unnessasarily bitchy email stating that it was not okay and that i should re do it, without the original one.. so i pretty much have to do the entire paper over again.
i need more time in a day
i need less obligations
i need time to think
i need time to sleep
i need people off my back
i need money
i dont understand my chem and we have an exam next week, and theres nothing i can do about it.
just when i think everythings going good. life has to go and shit on me.
aaron was in umass all weekend, so a barely saw him
cassie is back with dave
everyones death anniversaries are coming up
and i dont want to deal with the stress of that, and i guess thats horrible for me to say.
i want to give up for today and just pick myself up tomorrow, BUT that cant happen because i have to do my fucking chem quiz ans lab, YAY
i make too many promises, dont break them, so i overload myself and i cant handle itttttttt
FUCK EVERYTHINGGGG