Feb 09, 2009 14:06
Why am I still waiting? not quite sure. I feel like I'm on auto pilot.
This weekend i got myself stuck in a shit load of unneeded jealousy and anger...
and immaturaty. It's so annoying.
I need my SAT scores to send so colleges can respond to me.
Stupid math project is killing me.
I cant wait for things to get better.
I miss my emma :(
It sucks coming home now, when instantly you think she's waiting at the door, and then it dawns on you shes not going to be there. or when theres a pile of blankets on the couch and you instantly throw youre hand down to go pet her, and then it dawns on you, you can't. I dont know if i new puppy will make me feel better or worse.