ugh
so yesterday after spending the previous night at donyelle's talking about my future, which of course, didn't come until it was already like 1am and getting 3 hours of sleep, i called back the place that called me for an interview and they scheduled it for 4:30. i was not exactly happy about that, but u know, what the hell, right? so i got no nap and had to run to dan's to do laundry since max decided it'd be a good idea to hurl on my bed. i get to the interview and there's something creepy about the doc that interviewed me. plus it's only $9 at 10-15 hrs a week. meaning, i'd have to keep the LCC job for sure. however, i think i have it if i want it... they're going to decide by the end of the week and i'd start monday. i don't really want it, but can i afford to turn it down? it's hard to say. maybe i won't get it after all and won't have to worry about it. kind of sounds like i don't want it, eh? i don't think i do, but the extra $200 a paycheck would be nice... aside from that, i dunno if i can deal with the medical field... during the interview the secretary came in and asked him about scheduling a new patient and he immediately asked what insurance they had. the insurance carrier determined which doctor the person saw. i hated that. i could see the bad karma coming in and settling all over the place. it was a nasty, dark cloud...
fuck. the thing is, i'm not courting any other options at the moment. i haven't been called back by the vet and i haven't heard from anyone else either. the thing is, i really want a full-time job so i can tell brenda to go fuck herself. then again, donyelle talked me into taking this class that is at the back end of the semester. would i still get tuition covered if i leave? speaking of, that only fricking one that was open was face to face. i don't want to go sit in a classroom twice a week, dammit. online would've been so much better. (course, i'll have to drop it anyway if i get a FT job...)
the thing is, donyelle got me thinking... there might be something coming up instead of school... maybe...
fuck. the thing is, i'm not courting any other options at the moment. i haven't been called back by the vet and i haven't heard from anyone else either. the thing is, i really want a full-time job so i can tell brenda to go fuck herself. then again, donyelle talked me into taking this class that is at the back end of the semester. would i still get tuition covered if i leave? speaking of, that only fricking one that was open was face to face. i don't want to go sit in a classroom twice a week, dammit. online would've been so much better. (course, i'll have to drop it anyway if i get a FT job...)
the thing is, donyelle got me thinking... there might be something coming up instead of school... maybe...