Silence and vocal deities
E312
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It's not lie. Silence is golden. Actually it's like finding a lottery ticket with your name on it and at least four zeros. Whoever I talked to last year over noise is either gone or uh...yeah I don't know. I talked with the general manager and she got right on it, took me seriously, and I came home last night after hanging out with Ash, Matt M., and Nami to quiet. Blessed, glorious, quiet. I thought maybe he was gone but then he did turn on the TV and I could hear it but only if I tried. Oooooh I just curled up and made zerbert sounds under my pillow in joy.
What's on your tomb stone
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Only one person will get this but when I die, tomb stones will have video screens in them, maybe even in 3D so you can like leave a message for loved one's or if you're really rather interesting, leave your favorite youtube video, maybe an interactive game...
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I will just have a giant tortus eating leaves and I will leave all to wonder what it means. -sniggles-
Lesson
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For those that are not of the wicca persuasion I apologize that this might sound strange or like I'm making something up but hey, I feel that way about angels so lets just meet half way and say it was a good day okay? Anyways, It's been a few months since I did any meditations or magick workings so I've been ignoring a few things I needed to do in my life. Now as Sy and Nami both now know, I have three deities that like to make life interesting for me. Two are female, one is male and none of them are from the same genera. They also do not like to work together and put me in the middle. Often one wants me to focus attention in one area and another feels it's a waste of time and wants my attention in other areas. Some how I have to find the balance between them. =groan=
All that being said, I did some work yesterday after doing to the leasing office. I was up because neihbor was at 7am banging away on whatever is over there and yelling...AGAIN. I'd had enough so I taped it on my iPhone, got up to write stuff down, and decided to talk to the three.
It's one of the few times that I was given a celestial kick in the butt from all three, on the same subject with the agreement that I needed to deal with it and stop whining. It's rare they do that so point taken. Seems this problem was -given- to me to get some of the fire back in my stomach to be good to myself. I'll go to bad for people and defend them, but I have a bad habit of not sticking up for my own well being and demanding my own happiness. Seems they were sick of it and told me to get off my duff, stop pouting, and go solve the problem.
Yeah, you just follow instructions at that point and catch on quick cause three vs me is not my kind of odds. In the process I realized a few of my energy points had shut down and I was starting to get back into a rather lazy place. Nami prodded one open with some reiki and in the process i think over stimulated some that were already open cause I wanted to cry at one point, then cough and then I was like oooOOOoo tingly. (It's nothing dirty. It feels a little like how you feel after getting a massage only the energy does the work) Kind of cool stuff really. I know it's a little out there for some folks but it worked for me and in the long run, no one's hurt by it and I felt loads better and more focused. Huzza.
So that's a little more personal than I get in my journal writings about my religious activities...oh well.
Alice in Wonderland
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Eh...-shrugs- I don't like admitting I liked the Cheshire cat.
Mouse
Citizen of Action
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It's not lie. Silence is golden. Actually it's like finding a lottery ticket with your name on it and at least four zeros. Whoever I talked to last year over noise is either gone or uh...yeah I don't know. I talked with the general manager and she got right on it, took me seriously, and I came home last night after hanging out with Ash, Matt M., and Nami to quiet. Blessed, glorious, quiet. I thought maybe he was gone but then he did turn on the TV and I could hear it but only if I tried. Oooooh I just curled up and made zerbert sounds under my pillow in joy.
What's on your tomb stone
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Only one person will get this but when I die, tomb stones will have video screens in them, maybe even in 3D so you can like leave a message for loved one's or if you're really rather interesting, leave your favorite youtube video, maybe an interactive game...
...
I will just have a giant tortus eating leaves and I will leave all to wonder what it means. -sniggles-
Lesson
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For those that are not of the wicca persuasion I apologize that this might sound strange or like I'm making something up but hey, I feel that way about angels so lets just meet half way and say it was a good day okay? Anyways, It's been a few months since I did any meditations or magick workings so I've been ignoring a few things I needed to do in my life. Now as Sy and Nami both now know, I have three deities that like to make life interesting for me. Two are female, one is male and none of them are from the same genera. They also do not like to work together and put me in the middle. Often one wants me to focus attention in one area and another feels it's a waste of time and wants my attention in other areas. Some how I have to find the balance between them. =groan=
All that being said, I did some work yesterday after doing to the leasing office. I was up because neihbor was at 7am banging away on whatever is over there and yelling...AGAIN. I'd had enough so I taped it on my iPhone, got up to write stuff down, and decided to talk to the three.
It's one of the few times that I was given a celestial kick in the butt from all three, on the same subject with the agreement that I needed to deal with it and stop whining. It's rare they do that so point taken. Seems this problem was -given- to me to get some of the fire back in my stomach to be good to myself. I'll go to bad for people and defend them, but I have a bad habit of not sticking up for my own well being and demanding my own happiness. Seems they were sick of it and told me to get off my duff, stop pouting, and go solve the problem.
Yeah, you just follow instructions at that point and catch on quick cause three vs me is not my kind of odds. In the process I realized a few of my energy points had shut down and I was starting to get back into a rather lazy place. Nami prodded one open with some reiki and in the process i think over stimulated some that were already open cause I wanted to cry at one point, then cough and then I was like oooOOOoo tingly. (It's nothing dirty. It feels a little like how you feel after getting a massage only the energy does the work) Kind of cool stuff really. I know it's a little out there for some folks but it worked for me and in the long run, no one's hurt by it and I felt loads better and more focused. Huzza.
So that's a little more personal than I get in my journal writings about my religious activities...oh well.
Alice in Wonderland
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Eh...-shrugs- I don't like admitting I liked the Cheshire cat.
Mouse
Citizen of Action