to you..

[madmonsterme]

i wonder if you'll ever know that i'm here.
if you do somehow, this is for you.

i thought that we would last.
i felt proud when they were jealous of our relationship.
i guess we were once close because of the years spent together.

but suddenly, everything went downhill.
i'm sorry, it's because of me.

i tried my best, but you don't seem to care.

now all that's left is this deafening silence, which seems to echo in my ears when the nights are silent.
the shining star i used to see every night is gone from my life.

you're gone from my life.

i still love you though.
there's still a tinge of hope in my heart that is making me wait for you.
no matter how long it takes, i'll wait for you.

i'm sorry.