Jun 22, 2011 22:49
Well, how do I start this? I dont want to come off negative but all too much do I see that I have lost all faith in too much. I'm not religious, not because I want to be the anti-christ and follow satan and BLEH, but because it doesn't make sense to me. I am not discrediting god, in any sense. I dont believe The Bible and havent since I was a child. Now moving forward into adult hood do I see how it has effected me and push me further from any kind of faith in religion. I lost my step dad 9/30/09 and my little cousin whom I grew up with 5/19/11. And I am so pent up with emotion and having difficulties writing to let it out and I feel like Im going to explode.
Luckily, this year I got a GOOD job where I can feel like Im becoming myself again. I can finally not deal with the over baring supervisor trying to paint you into what they want you to be. The little kid in me is coming out. With love for Batman and all. All I can say is I am grateful for my wife to has had to put up with this Nonsensical, manic depressive, Batman loving husband.
1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
Fishing Poles, Bottles of Water, my Phone, Cable remote and the desktop computer (on lap top)
2. How do you style your hair?
Fade, Gelled and spike
3. What are you wearing now?
Dickie shorts
4. What's your occupation?
Simplistically, Help Desk for Bright House Networks
5. What do you hear right now?
the muffle of a Fan
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Heather - My Wife
7. What was/is for dinner?
Turkey Burgers
8. What did you do today?
Hair cut, watch TNA paperview with Mark, ship off product, got a deal at publix, and ate left over Japanese
9. What was the last text message you received?
"ok I'm stuck on this big ass clock towear needing another way into the mansion" - Ant (helping him with Batman Arkham Asylum"
10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Facebook, 66ent.com - my site, GMail, Amazon, baynews9.com, and some deal sites
11. What was the last thing you bought?
Nabisco Toasted Chips
12. If you could afford to go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Australia
13. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Hopefully a position of power with BHN, and taking my son to 2nd grade
14. Where's your birthmark?
I choose not to say... :X
15. What are you doing this weekend?
Working
16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
I can play the drums
17. How are you?
little bit of back pain and you? :D
18. How much do you get paid?
hmmm... a decent amount... nosey ass...
19. What's the last thing you have regretted?
I actually regret a lot that I did when I was younger. I try to make amends though some seem impossible because of the other party choosing not to reconcile. But what can you do? Speaking on that, the thing I find most incredible is this party, is the only ex girlfriend whom I had not reconciled with. Go figure, huh? I mean I have done so f'd up stuff to people in my past. This person no even being the worse! Oh well. Do what you do. I just want to move forward.
20. What's the last good movie you saw?
I'd say, The Jacket. I watched Catwoman last night (with Halle Berry), complete and utter dogshit.