the end of days
well....i guess u wanna know why im pissed off? remember back in the day when we all hung out togeather? we ALL got along....then the way it is now....you know what the differnce is? weve stabbed each other in the back so many times that weve pushed others out for no reason, its happned to one, and i can say its happing to me now, weve all got our own lifes going...were not gonna be here forever we wil al move away soon or later, but we have changed soo much since the begining, tim,....u talk alot shit bout someone but yet i still catch u at times with em....any reason y u say shit then do the oposite? sabrina.....i have nuthing to say to u, but as a group yall(and me included) have judged each other and put our selfs above others and looked down on them and casted them aside, now it seems like its my turn, that yall think ur above me.....i dont care as much cuz ive done my share of shit talkind to others behind them.....but i learned from it, im workin on changing, but i see no effprt in it expesially from u tim, i knew u....ur were like my fucking brother, now that sabrina is in ur life(and im happy for u) but i feel like u ahve just thrown me out, i ask u for a small favor(cds,my stuff off my hard drive) u brush it off \, sabrina has u wipped., i know cuz thats happned to me wiht girls b4....but i saw what i was doing, i dont think u do.....im not saying for u to chose but think bout the other ppl(me n ariel) that u have flicked off like a fly one a tabel.....cuz if this is the way things are going to be.....then ima take my exit.....u n sabrina hurt me like noone else has....and brush others off....is like putting salt on the wound....i can say taht u have already lost a freind and i doubt ull ever get that back, but from me.....ur lossing my trust,respect and worse of all my friend ship, all my memories of what this crew once was is fading......its so damn hard to explane the wy i feel, but this is not all ur fault, i take my share of the blame, atleast i have the balls to admidt that much, i did my share of shit talking, and pushing others away but because i feel like my frindship means shit to yall, life sucks with out having those u care bout at ur side, i know, i can say that cuz i feel like ive lost yall asa friend..if u care....or dont care.....makes no differnce to me, but my trust and respect for u all, is gone...if this is the way things are gonna be.....i will never be there for u.....well i wont go with this where i wont to...not yet n e ways....but tim, if u wanna push me out so u can spend more time with u r lady fine, none of my buisness, the way we talk to each other......is nuthing, but if this is the way u want things.....then so be it, i dont wanna be asociated with someone like u, who will just walk away from someone that u ahve known ur entire life....thats sad dude.....all ur heads are so far up ur ass that none of u tink b4 u act......i saw what i was doing and im doin my best to change....i will only wanna hang out with u if u do change, if this is the TRUE way u are.....then this is over, im not like that, i value my friendships with pppl, but i took that for granet n figured that they will always be there thats not tru, well i said what i had to say, its up to u if hthings willl change, if not...well its time we went our own ways.....u might not give a shit that my frienship for u is on the line, maybe that means somin to u....maybe not......maybe u dont care, u can just throw it away....im tired of making posts like this, i promise this is the last one like this, cuz one way or another, everything is gonna change...maybe for the better...maybe not....bals in yalls court....if this is nuthing more than a penny u can throw on the ground n forget about...well.....then...thats life i guess, i can say i tried....its up to yall........so itll then ima say to yall as my friend for the last time(maybe not) goodbye....