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[madmanmike650]

ok, now that i got a show, had time to cool off and this wont as much of a bitching entry as the other....but to start off....what u 2 did wasnt so much that it pissed me off.....it hurt more than n e thing....im disapointed,letdown....u get the idea, what was said was what bothered me the most....and who it came from, cuz i know that most of itwasnt ment as a joke, u can say it was, but im not stupid, i know what ur opinions are on it, and i dont care, i know what u said was what u felt, but stay out of my buissness, its my life not urs, u can say whatever u want, but to interfear in it....not acceptible, i WOULD NEVER even think of doing anything like that as a joke or not, i dont care how much im against it, its not my life, ill voice my opinions but weather its take or not is none of my concern, there has been a few times(one that i can remember, that ended a freindship) that i did that, but that was because i thought i could help. not cause a problem, but i did, i regret it, but theres nuthing i can do bout that now, but its what u said and the way u got in to my personal buissness is totaly not cool at all, and now to u tim, ur like a brother to me, id die for u, and the fact u actually let this happen.....like puting a knife in my back, i thought i could trust u with n e thing, was i wrong to think that? cuz right now....i really think that was my fault....to the both of u, ur like my brother n sister,,,,ur were like my family....but now....i really dont know if i can trust u, ur my friends, but what our friendship means to u...i dont know....is it made out of gold..is it pricless...or is it something that can just be thrown a way whenever its felt nessisary? if i can look at u 2 and feel the same way as i did b4....i honestly cant say right now....i guess i just have to wait and see how things go down...but just remember...u ever interfear with my life like u just did....expect the worst...being that this friendship is over...never again will i talk to u or accnoledge ur exsistence....cuz all the trust i have left for u guys...will be all but gone...i really dont want things to be like that, been thru way to damn much for somin like that to happen, but the balls in ur court now, do with it as u want...peace

ok, and my apology for some of the things i said....i was pissed off and it was wrong of me to say what i said....accept it or not...i am