Insomnia
I just read livejournal post from this girl I knew in high school. why is it that so many women I know have been abused? No fucking silence!
I was out with Princess at the happy hour thing last week, and she tells me that she hung out with the guy a few weeks ago. And I'm like, "fuck that kid, wherever he is, I won't be." I know how he gets down. Then she brought up this other dude who wasn't an abuser as far as I know but who set this really abusive, psychopathic guy onto one of my close friends to get him out of his own hair. Long story short, it was emotionally and socially a disaster for her because the guy would just not leave her alone. So I'm like, "fuck that kid, too. If he were here now I would punch him in the face."
Princess says "You hate everybody from the old school!"
to which I reply, "No, actually just Micah and Leighton. Everybody else is cool." So everyone thinks I'm just trying to be funny.
At the times when I am the most serious, is when people think I'm kidding. And vice versa. Maybe that's why I'm alone tonight, because I want to connect at an intense, spiritual level with someone who gets me. Someone who will know when I am sharing a serious part of myself and not laugh at it. I haven't met her yet. That's what I'll tell myself tonight.
I was out with Princess at the happy hour thing last week, and she tells me that she hung out with the guy a few weeks ago. And I'm like, "fuck that kid, wherever he is, I won't be." I know how he gets down. Then she brought up this other dude who wasn't an abuser as far as I know but who set this really abusive, psychopathic guy onto one of my close friends to get him out of his own hair. Long story short, it was emotionally and socially a disaster for her because the guy would just not leave her alone. So I'm like, "fuck that kid, too. If he were here now I would punch him in the face."
Princess says "You hate everybody from the old school!"
to which I reply, "No, actually just Micah and Leighton. Everybody else is cool." So everyone thinks I'm just trying to be funny.
At the times when I am the most serious, is when people think I'm kidding. And vice versa. Maybe that's why I'm alone tonight, because I want to connect at an intense, spiritual level with someone who gets me. Someone who will know when I am sharing a serious part of myself and not laugh at it. I haven't met her yet. That's what I'll tell myself tonight.