In General
- At the last place, I bought a nice giant army duffel bag which was really nice. Fairly light-weight, and of the "digitalised" grey-scale Desert-Storm style. Through all this packing / repacking, I have yet to find that army duffel bag. It also works as a backpack. Maybe it was stolen during the last move. Or maybe it's still packed away with camping gear. Wish I had it now, though! I want to get together most of my essential and lighter-weight survival things and put them into one backpack.
- Also, I have long had a heavy brown canvas duffel bag - maybe from some ancient war - which has always served me well. Very odd that I cannot find that, either! Seeing as how it is usually my go-to on-the-road bag, and would have been out in the open, prominent and visible during the last move. Were both bags stolen, in 2021?!
- IDK! The two moving guys, whom I primed for my sibs to feast upon, acted pretty nicely, went I sent them from my old place to my new place, (this house, 2021), in their big truck. But, I can say, that after that move, a whole lot of my stuff was damaged. Let's see... A beautiful antique trunk was damaged, despite me insisting it had to be carried by TWO people. It must have been carried by only ONE person, because one of the old leather handles had ripped off. I also had a nice polished wooden top for a table that had big scrap marks in it. An antique suitcase had some of its cloth covering had been scraped off, completely destroying the market value of the trunk. A permanent "plastic panit" or sealant stain, from a can, was left on the top of my beautiful white picnic table, marring that for life. And so on. Note that I have been urged to dump all my belongings ever since the first move from my mother's house - so, this is all in line with the general disrespect deliberately accorded to me via my sibs, of course.
- After the dog goes, I am going to take some days not just to try to "recharge" my batteries - and to grieve - but to try to bring my charge up to a generally higher level overall. If that will be possible. That means any activity for a bout 5 days may only be in the puttering mode. So much has been taken out of me, these past months.
- Forgot what this bullet point was supposed to be. So I'll just close by saying I have an idea for a post, which would be entitled: "How they project their arrogance and stupidity on to other people..."
- PS - I was bad at recognising people, yesterday. Almost didn't recognise my own brother. Attribute it to the, "laundry problem," in CFS. That's where you look at a pile of laundry and, not only CAN YOU NOT DO THAT LAUNDRY, you don;t have the slightest clue that that laundry needs to be done. You have no feeling about it one or way or another. That's pretty much the very opposite of projection. People mistake it for judgment, a lot however. Because they are projecting.
- Note: I will be glad to be away from personal relationships - and hopefully society in general - because I am desperate to write about more important things! And that would also include the fiction I mentioned! Also, being away from dog will greatly increase my time and freedom, while helping to lower my expenses. I don;t think a new dog will be in the works, soon. I do ahve a lot of big-dog stuff, though, plus many cans of dog food(!) That's all my dog will be getting, in the next few days. Canned dog food. Goodnight again.
- Also, I have long had a heavy brown canvas duffel bag - maybe from some ancient war - which has always served me well. Very odd that I cannot find that, either! Seeing as how it is usually my go-to on-the-road bag, and would have been out in the open, prominent and visible during the last move. Were both bags stolen, in 2021?!
- IDK! The two moving guys, whom I primed for my sibs to feast upon, acted pretty nicely, went I sent them from my old place to my new place, (this house, 2021), in their big truck. But, I can say, that after that move, a whole lot of my stuff was damaged. Let's see... A beautiful antique trunk was damaged, despite me insisting it had to be carried by TWO people. It must have been carried by only ONE person, because one of the old leather handles had ripped off. I also had a nice polished wooden top for a table that had big scrap marks in it. An antique suitcase had some of its cloth covering had been scraped off, completely destroying the market value of the trunk. A permanent "plastic panit" or sealant stain, from a can, was left on the top of my beautiful white picnic table, marring that for life. And so on. Note that I have been urged to dump all my belongings ever since the first move from my mother's house - so, this is all in line with the general disrespect deliberately accorded to me via my sibs, of course.
- After the dog goes, I am going to take some days not just to try to "recharge" my batteries - and to grieve - but to try to bring my charge up to a generally higher level overall. If that will be possible. That means any activity for a bout 5 days may only be in the puttering mode. So much has been taken out of me, these past months.
- Forgot what this bullet point was supposed to be. So I'll just close by saying I have an idea for a post, which would be entitled: "How they project their arrogance and stupidity on to other people..."
- PS - I was bad at recognising people, yesterday. Almost didn't recognise my own brother. Attribute it to the, "laundry problem," in CFS. That's where you look at a pile of laundry and, not only CAN YOU NOT DO THAT LAUNDRY, you don;t have the slightest clue that that laundry needs to be done. You have no feeling about it one or way or another. That's pretty much the very opposite of projection. People mistake it for judgment, a lot however. Because they are projecting.
- Note: I will be glad to be away from personal relationships - and hopefully society in general - because I am desperate to write about more important things! And that would also include the fiction I mentioned! Also, being away from dog will greatly increase my time and freedom, while helping to lower my expenses. I don;t think a new dog will be in the works, soon. I do ahve a lot of big-dog stuff, though, plus many cans of dog food(!) That's all my dog will be getting, in the next few days. Canned dog food. Goodnight again.