I'm only humanoid.

May 24, 2023 08:36

I went through a soul-damning frontal migraine all of yesterday.  These are attended by other body issues, like fatigue, dizziness, BP and heart probs, need to sleep, unable to blah blah blah...

Felt better this morning, but not entirely.  Decided the time had come for dog-walkage.  And so that's what we did, resulting in no positive poop.

[note to self - 610, 528]

Early in the standard walk, I spotted two large botter wattles in someone's trash, plus a water cooler.  After depositing the dog back home, I went and got the two water bottles, and placed them on my front steps, (for their first round of disinfection).  Went back for the cooler, although I didn't need it, really.  It was tres heavy, for the level of health I had reached.  Full of refrigeration nonsense.

This is why I get up so early, and gradually work my way to 2 or 3 o:clock.  I am basically a vegetable until then.  I need all that time to build up steam and reduce internal bio-noise.  So lifting something like this, so early, was not good for me.  I am now full of deep wooziness, dizziness, heart probs, and whatever else your brain might imagine.

Maybe an hour ago, I posted to LJ.  Which included the words, "defense networks," and basically things saying we needed to help each other survive the great onslaught of busybody transhumanists.  Then I worked on the reggae post.  When I tried to post the latter, the browser screen went black.  Discovered I had lost all access to LJ.

Pullout out another browser, and I seemed to reach LJ while not logged in - and then tried to log in and failed - I can't really remember how it went, as my brain is dysfunctional, but it was a prolonged scare.  I thought CIA had shut ME down.  Especially since I was then able to reach LJ via browser #2, and then to log in - but not to post, etc.

Meanwhile, I started re-importing my jnl to DW.  And that actually worked.  Although I had no access to LJ, at that time, DW did(!)  It's too bad I had to import, as I was wanting to make a few important TAG changes before doing this - but I felt that this was an emergency.

As you can see, everything is back in working order, again.  I don't know what happened.  It is possible that Russian LJ itself blocked me, specifically, after catching the keywords, and it had nothing to do w/ American intelligence.  Or it maybe have been some general glitch in LJ, the server, the line, my browser, or whatever, and had nothing to do with what I was writing, or me personally.  I may never know.  Only way I might find out something is if someone shares a similar story, or if I go to a down-right-now site and see any past outages w/LJ.  Because it was odd that I couldn't reach LJ while DW could.

I don't know what work I can do today.  I'll need to sleep a few hours, if I can.  And, if no outside work, I feel I'll be able to make a few necessary calls, and maybe some grunt work, which my dog likes to participate in and we go GRUNT.

Btw - I have had issues where it does seem like someone is coming through my FF browser and occasionally messing with things. I've posted a little on that.

If you're on DW, you will find that my jnl there is refreshed, along with some of the more significant communities.

my computer problems, my cfs diary (2023)

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