I win! The prize? More me!!!!!!!
Yo, I finally got to do some yard work, today. It almost didn't happen. It was tough, feeling my way towards it. Trying to figure out what I would be able to do. And most effectively. So, I decided against a different programme which I had planned to be day #1. Instead, I decided mowing would be the best thing to do. It would be a lot, but not of stooping or hauling or pruning. But just pushing a mower around. So, I figured that would work out the best, and incur the least harm to me. I was concerned about the heart.
Uh, first let me say that, after seeing the idiot next-door again mow through this property, 5 feet deep, completely aware of what he was doing, I left some of the grass between that and here unmowed, a while back. So, down the middle of my yard on the left has been a little field of nice, unmowed grass. On his side, the 5' he mows into here. On my side, my yard where I usually do not wander out of. This little wild field starts wide at the front, and narrows, going all the way to the back.
Neighbours wondered why I did this. And mentally ill neighbour must have thought I had capitulated. The two of them must have felt so confident of this, they pushed it even further, and he shot off his gun 8x, night before last. (I called the cops on that one, anonymously. I have an ongoing relationship with the nice non-emergency dispatcher). The next day - yesterday - the gf comes out back with her dog, whilst I am out with mine, struggling to make him poop, as usual and, as usual, she walks by just staring at me. Like, "Now you should be scared! And we are right, even though we are wrong!" But, seriously, they both really are minor league at this crap. I've lived in very bad neighbourhoods. It's all I can do just to keep legal here.
So, today, I started on the back of my lawn. Mowed front. Cut through a small swath of the wild grass, just for good measure. Now I can say its ornamental / prairie grass. There's less of it now, and it looks better. Quite nice, actually - the way it tapers with slow curve into the distance. I went around the front of that, and mowed the area next to his house now. Which, you will remember, is not his yard, but my yard, in as much as I "own" anything. So, I mowed proper, up to the property line, keeping my word to do so. Mowed. This. Property. As per agreement. And law.
Having finished that, I was back on the farther front yard of this house, and said gf comes out and takes cellphone pics of where I had mowed. Which is hilarious, because it isn't their property. What's the point in her doing that? For the police? As evidence in a legal case? Nooo. She was just imitating what I had done, when her psychotard boyfriend had mowed - trespassed - into THIS property. Or driven vehicles through it. Or so on. Anyone who cannot understand the difference has a cognitive-emotive defect.
And that's when I realised she must be a prominently crazy Democrat. Because this is how they act. There is no substance or morality grounding what they do, they just embed and embroil themselves into bullshit or rhetorical little wars. They thrive on it, and the stupidity of it. As a narcissist, she imitates. And she goads her GOP-voting bf into playing out her battles - with me. It's always all been in their heads. And now she is out, trying to prove something with her camera that cannot be proved. Because I did nothing wrong. As narcissists, they commit all the wrongs, and project the wrong onto me. It's an endless trap. The more you mind your own business, the further they push it. Cowards that they are.
Anyway, I feel good about getting all the mowing done. Hoping the hotter temps will slow the grass down soon. I really missed planting things, as I had wanted, all because of the stress from these little monsters. Not the gunshots, but the mowing, which generalised as PTSD to all mower and motor noises. So, it was good to finally feel well enough to get my own mowing done - be active - feel a little healthier and less vulnerable. It's criminal what these petty people do.
Hoping to pace out some work with dirt tomorrow. Then maybe cutting and bagging branches later.
Oh, the other point is: Even after I leave them 5' of space on this property, they are right back to acting like they own it, and beyond. Because whatever narcissists they see, they want, and so own. Including the souls of very alone but original people. And then, you win.
Btw - came upon message board sites, including FB, featuring pics and convo by people from my HS class and boy those people look different now. Also, friend across the street gave a borad wave out his car as he passed me, moooing the grass - moooooo! (He didn't moo, that was a joke).
Uh, first let me say that, after seeing the idiot next-door again mow through this property, 5 feet deep, completely aware of what he was doing, I left some of the grass between that and here unmowed, a while back. So, down the middle of my yard on the left has been a little field of nice, unmowed grass. On his side, the 5' he mows into here. On my side, my yard where I usually do not wander out of. This little wild field starts wide at the front, and narrows, going all the way to the back.
Neighbours wondered why I did this. And mentally ill neighbour must have thought I had capitulated. The two of them must have felt so confident of this, they pushed it even further, and he shot off his gun 8x, night before last. (I called the cops on that one, anonymously. I have an ongoing relationship with the nice non-emergency dispatcher). The next day - yesterday - the gf comes out back with her dog, whilst I am out with mine, struggling to make him poop, as usual and, as usual, she walks by just staring at me. Like, "Now you should be scared! And we are right, even though we are wrong!" But, seriously, they both really are minor league at this crap. I've lived in very bad neighbourhoods. It's all I can do just to keep legal here.
So, today, I started on the back of my lawn. Mowed front. Cut through a small swath of the wild grass, just for good measure. Now I can say its ornamental / prairie grass. There's less of it now, and it looks better. Quite nice, actually - the way it tapers with slow curve into the distance. I went around the front of that, and mowed the area next to his house now. Which, you will remember, is not his yard, but my yard, in as much as I "own" anything. So, I mowed proper, up to the property line, keeping my word to do so. Mowed. This. Property. As per agreement. And law.
Having finished that, I was back on the farther front yard of this house, and said gf comes out and takes cellphone pics of where I had mowed. Which is hilarious, because it isn't their property. What's the point in her doing that? For the police? As evidence in a legal case? Nooo. She was just imitating what I had done, when her psychotard boyfriend had mowed - trespassed - into THIS property. Or driven vehicles through it. Or so on. Anyone who cannot understand the difference has a cognitive-emotive defect.
And that's when I realised she must be a prominently crazy Democrat. Because this is how they act. There is no substance or morality grounding what they do, they just embed and embroil themselves into bullshit or rhetorical little wars. They thrive on it, and the stupidity of it. As a narcissist, she imitates. And she goads her GOP-voting bf into playing out her battles - with me. It's always all been in their heads. And now she is out, trying to prove something with her camera that cannot be proved. Because I did nothing wrong. As narcissists, they commit all the wrongs, and project the wrong onto me. It's an endless trap. The more you mind your own business, the further they push it. Cowards that they are.
Anyway, I feel good about getting all the mowing done. Hoping the hotter temps will slow the grass down soon. I really missed planting things, as I had wanted, all because of the stress from these little monsters. Not the gunshots, but the mowing, which generalised as PTSD to all mower and motor noises. So, it was good to finally feel well enough to get my own mowing done - be active - feel a little healthier and less vulnerable. It's criminal what these petty people do.
Hoping to pace out some work with dirt tomorrow. Then maybe cutting and bagging branches later.
Oh, the other point is: Even after I leave them 5' of space on this property, they are right back to acting like they own it, and beyond. Because whatever narcissists they see, they want, and so own. Including the souls of very alone but original people. And then, you win.
Btw - came upon message board sites, including FB, featuring pics and convo by people from my HS class and boy those people look different now. Also, friend across the street gave a borad wave out his car as he passed me, moooing the grass - moooooo! (He didn't moo, that was a joke).