Flop.
It took a long while before I got to sleep, last night, due to the latest BS incident here. But it would have been worse, if, 1 - I had not been able to drink lots of water while the shit was coming down and, 2 - I had not taken some new supplements I have bought. They didn't help me sleep but they did reduce the circulatory / brain / stress. I woke up not too much later than the normal later time, still full of stress, but now fatigue, and I did my morning decaf mocha. But I also had to rest. And I also worked on putting up some info, (elsewhere), on the narcissist next door. Got most of that accomplished, and then made calls, which weren't sufficient, but good enough for now.
After all the stress, I hatched a plan to go to the bank, which I need to do, and then going to two farmers markets, which are only on Fridays. (I mentioned this to you, yesterday, before the SHTF + stress). I also wanted to buy a 750 bottle of wine, and drown the stress a little. But, this whole plan never came to be. I just ended up staying inside all day, and trying to get a little better. No garden work. And I don't know when that will start up. Soon, it will be time for my evening cocoa, and I'll end up going to sleep early, I think. So, I guess this is a save.
I am really disturbed by this whole interlocking conspiracy of people here, relatives and not, who are obsessed with targetting particular people, "YOU are the PROBLEM!" In this case, that person is me. Although, I never was a problem. It's just the way people act, here, they lay traps and then get together and act like they are all great, but "YOU are the PROBLEM!" Ugh! How did this happen to society?! I can see what will happen next. Police will inform my sister that I called them about neighbour. She will again conclude that, "YOU are the PROBLEM!" And the narcissist neighbour will call her, and she will once again take advantage of MY situation to bolster her own social standings, and she'll say to him, "Well, just let me know the next time he IS A PROBLEM!" Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
You know what. I look around, and a lot of the problem is, of course, asshole idiot men - but also a lot of women. They grease the skids for the men to be the domineering bastard narcissist TAKERS. Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing if all them tranny woMEN gave them a run for their money, which is, after all, the plan according to Schwab. "Whatever we can destruct we will destruct!"
Time to rest again. I don't need anyone else to put me under arrest, I do it well enough on my only own.
After all the stress, I hatched a plan to go to the bank, which I need to do, and then going to two farmers markets, which are only on Fridays. (I mentioned this to you, yesterday, before the SHTF + stress). I also wanted to buy a 750 bottle of wine, and drown the stress a little. But, this whole plan never came to be. I just ended up staying inside all day, and trying to get a little better. No garden work. And I don't know when that will start up. Soon, it will be time for my evening cocoa, and I'll end up going to sleep early, I think. So, I guess this is a save.
I am really disturbed by this whole interlocking conspiracy of people here, relatives and not, who are obsessed with targetting particular people, "YOU are the PROBLEM!" In this case, that person is me. Although, I never was a problem. It's just the way people act, here, they lay traps and then get together and act like they are all great, but "YOU are the PROBLEM!" Ugh! How did this happen to society?! I can see what will happen next. Police will inform my sister that I called them about neighbour. She will again conclude that, "YOU are the PROBLEM!" And the narcissist neighbour will call her, and she will once again take advantage of MY situation to bolster her own social standings, and she'll say to him, "Well, just let me know the next time he IS A PROBLEM!" Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
You know what. I look around, and a lot of the problem is, of course, asshole idiot men - but also a lot of women. They grease the skids for the men to be the domineering bastard narcissist TAKERS. Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing if all them tranny woMEN gave them a run for their money, which is, after all, the plan according to Schwab. "Whatever we can destruct we will destruct!"
Time to rest again. I don't need anyone else to put me under arrest, I do it well enough on my only own.