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Only two goals for today: Compile, "police report," and log into Walgreens and order a bunch of supplements before I lose this year's allotment provided by my medicare company's card, which I think might only be $25. I was hoping to take advantage of the $1000 for dental work, (with another $1000 in January), but never accomplished that, this year. Also - A week or two ago, I went through a whole drama miniseries with a guy on the phone, setting my up with Walgreens, and yet that never actually worked. But I had heated up my brain with about 45 minutes of phone radiation.
I never did complete either of these two goals. Because my frontal/central brain just prohibitted any work from getting done. Isn't it interesting how Goal and Gaol are like mirror concepts to each other? I did know I wouldn't be getting any probs from neighbour today. And I did manage to listen to stuff online. Light-hearted stuff about the end of the world, and all. And, all seriousness aside, I have to urge anyone reading this to drop any vestiges of "MAGA conspiracy theorist" finger-waving habits and get real. Because your life, and everyone's life depends on it.
We are in the biggest shit civilisation has ever been capable of being in. So, since it's as big as it can get, you might as well call it the time of Revellations, if you are into the Bible. Or, just call it the veil being removed from in front of the crazy Oz man who, in this case, is multibodied: Schwab, Gates, Biden, and approximately millions of other co-conspirators. But, the more I look into what is transpiring, the more I am simply - words cannot say it. It's really bad. And I know I have to do something - a lot of things - as must you, if you want to survive. But, I also feel an overwhelming moral need to act in defense of civilisation and its planet. I don't care how many of you are snickering and turning away now. Save your self. But, there might not be any more time for you to do so at your own pace.
Some crazy woman was screaming horrifically, on and off, for several minutes, outside. I opened my door and looked around, seeing nothing unusual. It sounded like she was being murdered, or has discovered her dead child, or was being beaten by a man, or had lost her contacts or something. Then there is the idiot next door, who is locked in his own private war against me, while the world spins away from him. And there are siblings sitting on the edges of their seats just waiting for the next chance to judge me. There have been sirens all over the area for days. There are also lots of people dropping like flies from the vaccines and radiation poisoning. Stunned, confused, trapped like rats. They are all beginning to sense something I have been watching approach, in one way or another, for years. I don't know what to say to them. Like all I can do is watch their fates unfold. As things start their tornadic spiral towards a traumatic, devastating head.
And I am stuck here. When this is not what I asked for. And better nature told me not to come here, and I listened and yet still... uhhh... Something must be done.
Time to watch that movie. And then remember better days - when I could dream of better days. Because god knows I can't dream of them now.
I never did complete either of these two goals. Because my frontal/central brain just prohibitted any work from getting done. Isn't it interesting how Goal and Gaol are like mirror concepts to each other? I did know I wouldn't be getting any probs from neighbour today. And I did manage to listen to stuff online. Light-hearted stuff about the end of the world, and all. And, all seriousness aside, I have to urge anyone reading this to drop any vestiges of "MAGA conspiracy theorist" finger-waving habits and get real. Because your life, and everyone's life depends on it.
We are in the biggest shit civilisation has ever been capable of being in. So, since it's as big as it can get, you might as well call it the time of Revellations, if you are into the Bible. Or, just call it the veil being removed from in front of the crazy Oz man who, in this case, is multibodied: Schwab, Gates, Biden, and approximately millions of other co-conspirators. But, the more I look into what is transpiring, the more I am simply - words cannot say it. It's really bad. And I know I have to do something - a lot of things - as must you, if you want to survive. But, I also feel an overwhelming moral need to act in defense of civilisation and its planet. I don't care how many of you are snickering and turning away now. Save your self. But, there might not be any more time for you to do so at your own pace.
Some crazy woman was screaming horrifically, on and off, for several minutes, outside. I opened my door and looked around, seeing nothing unusual. It sounded like she was being murdered, or has discovered her dead child, or was being beaten by a man, or had lost her contacts or something. Then there is the idiot next door, who is locked in his own private war against me, while the world spins away from him. And there are siblings sitting on the edges of their seats just waiting for the next chance to judge me. There have been sirens all over the area for days. There are also lots of people dropping like flies from the vaccines and radiation poisoning. Stunned, confused, trapped like rats. They are all beginning to sense something I have been watching approach, in one way or another, for years. I don't know what to say to them. Like all I can do is watch their fates unfold. As things start their tornadic spiral towards a traumatic, devastating head.
And I am stuck here. When this is not what I asked for. And better nature told me not to come here, and I listened and yet still... uhhh... Something must be done.
Time to watch that movie. And then remember better days - when I could dream of better days. Because god knows I can't dream of them now.