THE BASTARD CLASS
This is day three of serious frontal/brain difficulties. Meant to write letters, etc., but unable to do anything. Planned to do long trek tomorrow, now does not look likely. However, it is necessary for me to walk to library, so idk. I did do a deep hot bath today but that did nothing to resolve the brain problem.
I have come to the conclusion that there is a, "bastard class," in America. Worse today than ever. What is the Bastard Class? Of course, a lot of corporatists are bastards, etc. But today I speak of the endless stream of neighbourhood, workplace, or Group jerks who march into your face, seeking to stifle you, because they are so jealous, and afraid that their managerial or bully place in the power hierarchy will be undermined by you. Or simply the idea of you. or the look of you. Or whatever suspect evil you may harbour.
In fact, it is necessary that their jealousy be so converted into some kind of moralistic blame, or else their antics may not fly within the group. They may be convinced you are evil in some way, or they may simply be knowingly fabricating false accusations, in order to secure their privilege. Sometimes it is hard to tell one from the other, because they themselves may be lost in this game of delusiveness, which they generally have been playing since childhood, as in the fashion of the psychopath.
These are the psychopaths who are ACCEPTED into status-quo society, and in fact who serve to preserve society's lies, faults, sins, injustices, wealth and, especially, secrets. They see themselves as active fatherly or motherly do-gooders, when in fact they are jerks, and in fact employ jerk tactics in intimidating the better-natures of society to stand behind them.
I seem to attract these people. They come out of nowhere and attack me. They seem hell-bent on seeing to it that I am allowed no special favours in 'their' society, which extends to not allowing me common rights or respect. So, there is a huge double-standard going on, and their behaviour so obviously smacks of bullshit.
Recall the many examples I wrote of in the past, of older women coming out of nowhere and snarling or shouting at me. I postulated that perhaps I violated the image of what a (their) man should be, and so this threatened their marriage symbolically. Or maybe I reminded them of their repressed hippie past. But now I just believe that there is a shitload of older white women out there who are assholes, given the right conditions, perhaps as dictated by the likes of NPR, or the NRA, who knows what.
Understand that these attacks are not just coming at ME, they are coming at a lot of other white, or not-white, males, and this is part of what is turning some of them into mass-shooters. Anyway, another incident of this happened at the supermarket a few weeks ago, about which I will be complain officially. I was being a perfect gentleman, and this manager, an older white woman, came out of nowhere and initiated absolute crap.
I am not saying the bastard class is made up only of older white females. There are also black females. And black males. These three groups tend to make up the brunt of it, in my experience, as a white male.
For example, A-hole guy is a black male. He came out of nowhere and made my life hell, all because he thinks he owns the neighbourhood. To this end, he sees me as something absolutely evil, which justifies his attacks. Where do they learn this stuff?
Another guy was a white male - a middle aged Italian-origin guy. Yes, I am speaking of The Village Idiot, (aka, TCGGOTC - the Crazy Gay Guy on the Corner). You may recall, he came out of nowhere and, after I rebuffed his advances, shouted that the whole neighbourhood began going to hell as soon as I moved in - which is weird because my family (and I) had lived there for years. The head of the local Park District, who helped me with my business, told me he had the same sort of asshole from a cabal of Italian gardeners back in the 1950's.
Note that both of the idiots above displayed an excessive desire to dominate Nature, with their pesticides, territorial leaf-blowers, and so on.
As far as the Nethers, and the Crazy Bald Guy Downstairs, (black and Jewish, respectively), I see them as closet bastards. I really don't know what society the latter meant to defend via his years of attacking me, other than possibly something in his head. Which is not a joke...
Recall that George Zimmerman guy down in Florida, who felt the right to attack Trevon Martin: It was in his head that rich white neighbours were underwriting his behaviour, and would be backing him up - see my post about them being a kind of imaginary 'credit card'. (He was German/Hispanic). Well, of course, asshats everyday imagine that their churches, religions and fantastic ideations are right behind them when they act like anything from idiots to truck bommers. Am I right?
The bastard class is everywhere, and everywhere imagines itself moral. because, you know what? They are aliens from real ethics or moralities. And this, lacking some kind of real, moral father, is what makes them bastards so. And they cannot stand to see people who indeed act morally or ethically. Naturally. That's the threat.
The bastard class reigns throughout the workplace, as second-tier bosses and managers. It reigns as Eddy Haskells in your neighbourhood, buttering up to the Cleavers. It reigns as beat cops, gang leaders, mean girls, bus drivers, PTA leaders, slum lords, government clerks, politicians, lawyers, judges, etc. But, now we are getting into the professional bastard class...
Well, who are all these duped Sergent-at-arms serving, beyond their own messed-up egos, and a stupid social and economic status-quo??? Hmmm? They are serving the corporations, when it comes down to it. The bastard class is largely responsible for preserving the ethic and the activity of divisiveness and economic strife which serves the interests of the divide-and-conquer corporatists, who are above political parties, and who are ultimately sad little pipsqueak psychopathic bastards themselves, when it comes down to it.
(AND, they tend to be rich white males, and they tend to be selling out to China, in what is called globalisation. A globalising elite. With globalisation comes greater disparity between the rich and the poor).
So, I am not going to go into a full example regarding a classic bastard per se. But, I will posit a parallel, which represents a segment of a bastard universe:
Two boys in the hood. One boy tells the other boy to give him the Nike's he is wearing. because Nike's are so valued. They fight. one of them gets shot and killed. The other one gets arrested and thrown in jail. Who stands to gain from this? Nike does, because, locally, the value of their stock just went through the roof. Locally, there are more boys wanting those special shoes. They are the talk of the town. They are traded by bullies and traffickers.
This is the sort of bullshit status quo that the local reigning bastard is set up to preserve and defend. Its like, try to pick up litter in a society like this. Immediately, you get hassled by the reigning bastard, for trying to change things - to change the freedom to litter - the freedom to feel no remorse - the freedom kill each other over the pettiest of issues. Not petty to them. Any change is a big BAD. To them, the bad status quo is in fact good, and is synonymous with identity.
That's how the bastard class likes it. That's how their corporate owners want it. That's the third-world way that the wealth of nations are destroyed. For, what good might I have brought in to that supermarket, that that angry old white woman rushed in to smother? Perhaps some money-making idea? Perhaps a way to communicate? Perhaps good cheer and peace on Earth? Perhaps some glimmer of the good in Nature?
What could have been, were it not for the wages of ignorance? We are speaking of a militant lack of imagination here.
And I learnt all this from my dear Big Brother. Bastard #1.
"Well, madman! It's probably your own fault! Ever consider that, huh? Maybe people just don't like you!"
People fucking love me. That is the problem, as far as bastards see it. An entire political and moral system, based on nothing more than jealousy, fear - and hate.
(This post is dedicated to the memory of Carrie Lam).
I have come to the conclusion that there is a, "bastard class," in America. Worse today than ever. What is the Bastard Class? Of course, a lot of corporatists are bastards, etc. But today I speak of the endless stream of neighbourhood, workplace, or Group jerks who march into your face, seeking to stifle you, because they are so jealous, and afraid that their managerial or bully place in the power hierarchy will be undermined by you. Or simply the idea of you. or the look of you. Or whatever suspect evil you may harbour.
In fact, it is necessary that their jealousy be so converted into some kind of moralistic blame, or else their antics may not fly within the group. They may be convinced you are evil in some way, or they may simply be knowingly fabricating false accusations, in order to secure their privilege. Sometimes it is hard to tell one from the other, because they themselves may be lost in this game of delusiveness, which they generally have been playing since childhood, as in the fashion of the psychopath.
These are the psychopaths who are ACCEPTED into status-quo society, and in fact who serve to preserve society's lies, faults, sins, injustices, wealth and, especially, secrets. They see themselves as active fatherly or motherly do-gooders, when in fact they are jerks, and in fact employ jerk tactics in intimidating the better-natures of society to stand behind them.
I seem to attract these people. They come out of nowhere and attack me. They seem hell-bent on seeing to it that I am allowed no special favours in 'their' society, which extends to not allowing me common rights or respect. So, there is a huge double-standard going on, and their behaviour so obviously smacks of bullshit.
Recall the many examples I wrote of in the past, of older women coming out of nowhere and snarling or shouting at me. I postulated that perhaps I violated the image of what a (their) man should be, and so this threatened their marriage symbolically. Or maybe I reminded them of their repressed hippie past. But now I just believe that there is a shitload of older white women out there who are assholes, given the right conditions, perhaps as dictated by the likes of NPR, or the NRA, who knows what.
Understand that these attacks are not just coming at ME, they are coming at a lot of other white, or not-white, males, and this is part of what is turning some of them into mass-shooters. Anyway, another incident of this happened at the supermarket a few weeks ago, about which I will be complain officially. I was being a perfect gentleman, and this manager, an older white woman, came out of nowhere and initiated absolute crap.
I am not saying the bastard class is made up only of older white females. There are also black females. And black males. These three groups tend to make up the brunt of it, in my experience, as a white male.
For example, A-hole guy is a black male. He came out of nowhere and made my life hell, all because he thinks he owns the neighbourhood. To this end, he sees me as something absolutely evil, which justifies his attacks. Where do they learn this stuff?
Another guy was a white male - a middle aged Italian-origin guy. Yes, I am speaking of The Village Idiot, (aka, TCGGOTC - the Crazy Gay Guy on the Corner). You may recall, he came out of nowhere and, after I rebuffed his advances, shouted that the whole neighbourhood began going to hell as soon as I moved in - which is weird because my family (and I) had lived there for years. The head of the local Park District, who helped me with my business, told me he had the same sort of asshole from a cabal of Italian gardeners back in the 1950's.
Note that both of the idiots above displayed an excessive desire to dominate Nature, with their pesticides, territorial leaf-blowers, and so on.
As far as the Nethers, and the Crazy Bald Guy Downstairs, (black and Jewish, respectively), I see them as closet bastards. I really don't know what society the latter meant to defend via his years of attacking me, other than possibly something in his head. Which is not a joke...
Recall that George Zimmerman guy down in Florida, who felt the right to attack Trevon Martin: It was in his head that rich white neighbours were underwriting his behaviour, and would be backing him up - see my post about them being a kind of imaginary 'credit card'. (He was German/Hispanic). Well, of course, asshats everyday imagine that their churches, religions and fantastic ideations are right behind them when they act like anything from idiots to truck bommers. Am I right?
The bastard class is everywhere, and everywhere imagines itself moral. because, you know what? They are aliens from real ethics or moralities. And this, lacking some kind of real, moral father, is what makes them bastards so. And they cannot stand to see people who indeed act morally or ethically. Naturally. That's the threat.
The bastard class reigns throughout the workplace, as second-tier bosses and managers. It reigns as Eddy Haskells in your neighbourhood, buttering up to the Cleavers. It reigns as beat cops, gang leaders, mean girls, bus drivers, PTA leaders, slum lords, government clerks, politicians, lawyers, judges, etc. But, now we are getting into the professional bastard class...
Well, who are all these duped Sergent-at-arms serving, beyond their own messed-up egos, and a stupid social and economic status-quo??? Hmmm? They are serving the corporations, when it comes down to it. The bastard class is largely responsible for preserving the ethic and the activity of divisiveness and economic strife which serves the interests of the divide-and-conquer corporatists, who are above political parties, and who are ultimately sad little pipsqueak psychopathic bastards themselves, when it comes down to it.
(AND, they tend to be rich white males, and they tend to be selling out to China, in what is called globalisation. A globalising elite. With globalisation comes greater disparity between the rich and the poor).
So, I am not going to go into a full example regarding a classic bastard per se. But, I will posit a parallel, which represents a segment of a bastard universe:
Two boys in the hood. One boy tells the other boy to give him the Nike's he is wearing. because Nike's are so valued. They fight. one of them gets shot and killed. The other one gets arrested and thrown in jail. Who stands to gain from this? Nike does, because, locally, the value of their stock just went through the roof. Locally, there are more boys wanting those special shoes. They are the talk of the town. They are traded by bullies and traffickers.
This is the sort of bullshit status quo that the local reigning bastard is set up to preserve and defend. Its like, try to pick up litter in a society like this. Immediately, you get hassled by the reigning bastard, for trying to change things - to change the freedom to litter - the freedom to feel no remorse - the freedom kill each other over the pettiest of issues. Not petty to them. Any change is a big BAD. To them, the bad status quo is in fact good, and is synonymous with identity.
That's how the bastard class likes it. That's how their corporate owners want it. That's the third-world way that the wealth of nations are destroyed. For, what good might I have brought in to that supermarket, that that angry old white woman rushed in to smother? Perhaps some money-making idea? Perhaps a way to communicate? Perhaps good cheer and peace on Earth? Perhaps some glimmer of the good in Nature?
What could have been, were it not for the wages of ignorance? We are speaking of a militant lack of imagination here.
And I learnt all this from my dear Big Brother. Bastard #1.
"Well, madman! It's probably your own fault! Ever consider that, huh? Maybe people just don't like you!"
People fucking love me. That is the problem, as far as bastards see it. An entire political and moral system, based on nothing more than jealousy, fear - and hate.
(This post is dedicated to the memory of Carrie Lam).