Feb 14, 2006 02:13
I hope this road towards my dream is getting better.
I think about my dream day by day.
I live
I Live again.
My dream.
I gathered enough information to make this possible.
TO my family.
I need to start doing things that follow towards my dream.
My dream I say,
The songs are finally making sense.
The lies I spill are finally cutting into my arteries.
My bad karma. The Life that I live now is an illusion.
Now progress for so long, I am ready to walk my road.
How long have I been lying to myself?
For so long. I want to work.
I want to work hard for my dream.
The barricades that surpress my soul.
I need to live, live once again.
TO live my destiny dream.
To Design My pleasure.
I thought this life was overrated,
but it gets better as I go.
I will no longer do things to effect my Dream.
I must live, I must give back to the people who done so much for me.
I hope my dedication will one day rise up.
My mistakes in the past I refuse to repeat,
And I continue to go up the mountain of oppotunities that I was so blind to see.
Wasted 2 years of my life on a lie.
Now my road is getting clear to me.
Patience is virtue.
I will not let someone's fear control me.
I will be free by my own work.
Not to live off someone else's achievement.
I will live.
I will live once again.
I will not let the burden of my past bring my dream down.
I will not let the shine of someone else's passion be mine.
Manipulation isn't going to stop this cause.
For I noticed I am easily manipulated, and this I step a foot into.
With God by my side, YEs the one who sent and died for us,
I will not be manipulated.
I refuse to continue my mistakes as I learn and decide not to fall.
The same pit that I made.
The same hole I stepped into.
The same ROad I slipped into.
I cannot help people if I cannot help myself.
Therefore I must love myself to love others.
Now I must learn how it feels to work hard.
With the oppotunies I have given to me.
I will live.
I will love once again as I will love myself.
I will walk the path I charish.
WOrds will NOT BRING ME DOWN ANYMORE.
ANyone who doesn't agree with my dream and makes a mockery out of it,
is not my friend. For they are someone to bring me down.
I will continue my dream.
I WILL
"To be grown is to know what you stand for and will fight for what you believe. TO know where you are going is to know where your future is. This I tell you, is the reborn heart of the fallen angel, To change."
-The Legend -