lack of color fills the atmosphere....
so...i had fucked up agian. had gone back to my same old ways.i went back to my happy days of getting munuplilated. but hey. its finally over. over. so nice to say. i dunno i guess well just see. its been awhile since ive written in this. gabes i read your lil vent. your right sweety. everything that we have we jsut seem to take for granted and what not. its really fucking...i dunno wat to say. like this weekend ima go get fitted for my homecoming dress. and im praying to win princess...but does that really matter? when it comes down to it, wats that really gonna get you? a prity crown? ah i hate to want wat i dont need. like tha song....when u get wat u want but not wat u need.....could it be worse. i dunno if just to enjoy wats going on in my life or to try and be humble and not want any of it....