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Some days are better than others. Some days I don't think about the bad things at all. Some days I can't ignore them.
And then I come to realize that I'm just one big disappoint to everyone around me. To friends. To family. To myself.
I am trying to learn to let people go. I make so many plans but I keep falling through. I am just sad. Not planning to kill myself or anything. Isn't a teenage girl allowed to be sad? I just want someone to love me no matter what and just be there to hold me when i feel like crying.