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I haven't updated in exactly a month. Not that many good things have happened in that month. Not like it's been horrible, but it's just been... difficult. I don't really have time to elaborate right now, though. Maybe later.
stolen from nikki/lindsey/colin:
1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Disable comments.
4. Never discuss it again.
1. You have so many things going for you, and so many people who care about you, and yet you keep focusing on things that aren't worth your time. We all obsess over little things sometimes, but you just have to make a decision and stick with it.
2. You're too hard on yourself. Which is kind of ironic, since you're always telling me to ease up on myself. You are such an amazing person, but I don't think you'll really know that until you're out of this overly competitive and insane place.
3. You have saved my life this year. You're always there when I'm upset, and it's like you know what's wrong without me having to say anything. Thank you for trusting me with your secrets - it's hard to try to go through all of this alone, and I'm glad you came to me.
4. I'm sorry that you feel so pressured by people, because you're awesome. I hate to see you upset and nervous, because it'll all be okay eventually. Thanks for listening to me bitch about stuff when most of the time, you have it worse.
5. I don't know why you've started to push me away - I don't know what I did wrong, but it hurts that you don't tell me things anymore. Just because we don't agree about "lifestyle" choices doesn't mean we can't be friends.
6. I have said so many dumb things to you, I don't know why the hell you put up with me, but I'm so grateful that you do. You're one of the very few people who understands why I'm so frustrated all the time, and you always have so much patience with me and my crazy emotions.
7. I don't think I'll ever really know why you put so much time and effort into something that you don't really love - you shouldn't do something just to "be the best" at something, because it's just not worth it. For your own sake, I hope that someday you find something that you really do love.
8. I'm glad that we've kind of reconnected over the past month or so, I've really missed you. Not like you were ever gone, and not like our friendship ever suffered, but I hated not being able to see you very much. You get me more than anyone else in the world.
9. I'm glad that you like me so much, but I wish you wouldn't be so hard on people I care about. And I can't believe that you would just defend what she did when I'm trying to tell you what I've been keeping quiet for months. After all that we've been through, I thought that you had picked my side. Whatever.
10. Don't worry about how you compare to other people so much. We're going to be fine. Our lives are going to be amazing, and this is our year. Remember that. We both have to put up with a lot of stupid people who don't understand, but we will always have each other.
stolen from nikki/lindsey/colin:
1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Disable comments.
4. Never discuss it again.
1. You have so many things going for you, and so many people who care about you, and yet you keep focusing on things that aren't worth your time. We all obsess over little things sometimes, but you just have to make a decision and stick with it.
2. You're too hard on yourself. Which is kind of ironic, since you're always telling me to ease up on myself. You are such an amazing person, but I don't think you'll really know that until you're out of this overly competitive and insane place.
3. You have saved my life this year. You're always there when I'm upset, and it's like you know what's wrong without me having to say anything. Thank you for trusting me with your secrets - it's hard to try to go through all of this alone, and I'm glad you came to me.
4. I'm sorry that you feel so pressured by people, because you're awesome. I hate to see you upset and nervous, because it'll all be okay eventually. Thanks for listening to me bitch about stuff when most of the time, you have it worse.
5. I don't know why you've started to push me away - I don't know what I did wrong, but it hurts that you don't tell me things anymore. Just because we don't agree about "lifestyle" choices doesn't mean we can't be friends.
6. I have said so many dumb things to you, I don't know why the hell you put up with me, but I'm so grateful that you do. You're one of the very few people who understands why I'm so frustrated all the time, and you always have so much patience with me and my crazy emotions.
7. I don't think I'll ever really know why you put so much time and effort into something that you don't really love - you shouldn't do something just to "be the best" at something, because it's just not worth it. For your own sake, I hope that someday you find something that you really do love.
8. I'm glad that we've kind of reconnected over the past month or so, I've really missed you. Not like you were ever gone, and not like our friendship ever suffered, but I hated not being able to see you very much. You get me more than anyone else in the world.
9. I'm glad that you like me so much, but I wish you wouldn't be so hard on people I care about. And I can't believe that you would just defend what she did when I'm trying to tell you what I've been keeping quiet for months. After all that we've been through, I thought that you had picked my side. Whatever.
10. Don't worry about how you compare to other people so much. We're going to be fine. Our lives are going to be amazing, and this is our year. Remember that. We both have to put up with a lot of stupid people who don't understand, but we will always have each other.