you reached out for my hand . . but i *didn`t* grab on
okay so tomorrow i have school, and i feel like crying but not becuase summer is over but because this summer has changed me greatly, like most people i have gained friends and lost some ive grow close to my best friend and then farther it seems like this summer has been filled with fights and good times and you would think id regret it but i dont not one minute becuase its taught me when to give up, and who to trust, to give up on jealous and grow up realize that your other friends wont forget you becuase u are outta sight, ive been told all summer that ive impacted my friends lives i gave them something to remember, and i think i am a very hard person to forget because of my personality i love knowing that i wont be forgotten. but i always find myself thinking and reflecting past decisions sometimes regreting them and others proud of my choices up till today ive been comptenplating a very important descion one that will reflect my teenage years and future the descion of what school i want to attend and i went back and fourth untill it came to the point where i was actully enrolled in hen hud and a week before school i changed my mind and switched back to catholic school where i think i belong where i fit in where i kno someone will always catch me and facing that was the hardest thing all i wanted to do was go to public school like everyone else but hten i realize im not like everyone else i have always been different more outgoing and willling to stick up for myself and anyone else. untill now i have sacraficed my happiness annd all i want is to have taht back and i think GCA is where i will find it although ill be missing my friend i kno that our friendships will remain strong and that is what give me the confidence i have and the faith i need to get through three more long years away from the ones i truely love . . and n0w that summer is offically over i can cry for my past my future my hopes and my dreams but mostly my happiness good luck too all ii hope you have an awesome school year