heartbroken
so ya my heart has now been ripped out of my chest and torn up for the fucking second time in my fucking life. i have nothing. i want it, he asked if i would wait i told him until 6 months is up because once thats going on im giving up. im just going to let it take my life. i have now given up on everything. i just dont care anymore. dcf will be giving custody to my parents tomorrow. and i will never get what i want again. so i love you all and maybe ill see you soon.