So long yet so little happens

[madisonzero]

So it has been a very long time since i have written in this so i figured i would give my update. Not much has happened in the weeks past decided i can't do school it was too overwhelming mentally and physically, ended up in the hospital twice in one month, moved to dad's in Jaffrey then 2 weeks later moved to Aunt Terry's in Brookline, applying for disability because this disease is wearing my energy thin to the point I can't be on my feet for more than 2-3 hours at a time so I really can't work a steady job ( atleast one that I could get with only a high school diploma), Fallen into a state of seclusion which is my fault anyway because I don't follow through on plans or answer my phone/txt for the most part ( sorry anyone who has made plans or wanted to talk to me), Kinda missing being in a relationship (nobody out there that i really want to have a relationship with but not like I'm looking really hard it's always the same old people and i want a change), missing college friends from both schools, dying to be baking again (thinking of starting my own bake shop out of my aunts kitchen selling around milford area so be looking soon), thanksgiving in a couple of days ( im looking forward to that for family and the food), overwhelmed by my family trying to understand how i take care of my disease and relying on me to teach them how. Other than that not much is going on.
But let me reitterate (spelling) how much I hate not having someone to spend time with in a relationship (this is not me reaching out to my old relationships i want to start new someone i haven't dated before! If i dated you obviously we didn't work out for a reason and that is fine because we have worked it out and are now friends but now i need a new start a clean slate Romeo needs his Juliet Adam needs his Eve Simba needs his Nalla Alladin his Jasmin Jack his Sally pretty much what i am saying is i need someone!!!!!

That's It

Jeff