hope fades so she says
I can't listen to this song without crying. Perhaps its just my mood lately and the fact that I'm tired and attempting to finish my application, but it reminds me of something lost. Something that I think now, ruined me. Something that I believed in, something that affected me so.
I remember writing this line. Over and over in my notebook while Ramsey was talking. That room. I have good memories and bad. I saw my Shakespeare teacher at Starbucks yesterday. It was so strange. I just wanted to go up and apologize. Just like I want to apologize to Sperber. Just like I want to take back what I said to Worthington. I don't know if I'll see him again. I don't know if I'm mad at him or at myself.
I remember things. Flashed of a scene. The feel of something. I remember when Jessica said I care more about what people look like than what they are inside. I can't remember if that was during one day of the Gunter's Sale or if it was at the Jenning's party. But it's in my head.
I need a change.
I remember writing this line. Over and over in my notebook while Ramsey was talking. That room. I have good memories and bad. I saw my Shakespeare teacher at Starbucks yesterday. It was so strange. I just wanted to go up and apologize. Just like I want to apologize to Sperber. Just like I want to take back what I said to Worthington. I don't know if I'll see him again. I don't know if I'm mad at him or at myself.
I remember things. Flashed of a scene. The feel of something. I remember when Jessica said I care more about what people look like than what they are inside. I can't remember if that was during one day of the Gunter's Sale or if it was at the Jenning's party. But it's in my head.
I need a change.