Jan 02, 2005 14:13
Ok, so I ever update, but I will now. I think I'll recap my + - of 2004 and then new years eve night.
The whole year of 2004
(not necissarily in cronological order)
+ 2nd year of college went rather well
- I could only take 1 class in the fall because of work
+ I passed it with flying colors
- Working for Danville vet
+ Quiting
+++ Starting at Encina Vet (Specialty 24 hour hospital)
+ I got my kitten Skye Bleu
+ Moving up withing a month and a half
+ Chrissy from Danville leaving there and getting a job at Encina too
+ Meeting my future roomate Selinda (my supervisor)
- My parents looking for houses to buy in Oregon for their retirement
-- Actually buying a house
--- Deciding to move before there retirement
++ Me deciding to move out before they decided to move to Oregon (so I had time to decide if I wanted to stay or go)
++ My roomate is fucking fabulous
++ We have never had any form of tension
- My kitten Skye Bleu grows into a cat
- She's an absolute terror
- My work fires 5 people
- We are understaffed
- I think I aquired a work related stress disorder
+ Regardless I still love my job
+ I have still maintained my friendships even though I rarely see people
-+ I broke up with Jeff
---- I met Ethan
-- He turned out to be a clingy weirdo (we only dated for 1 1/2 months)
+++ Broke up with Ethan
++++ Met Joe
+ I am head over heals
+ I am falling in love for the first time
- I am scared to talk about it out of fear of jinxing it
- I am scared that people will just blow off the fact that I say that because I have dated so much
+ Going to visit my parents in Oregon
+ Remembering how dysfunctional we all really are when we get together (yes thats a +!)
- Missing them when I got home
+- Truly realizing how independant I am
- I still havent learned how to balance a social life and work two jobs
+ Looking forward to 2005!
Wednesday to New years eve night
(This one was a doozy!)
---- Being very sick since Christmas
- Not being able to recover
---- Working 14 hours wednesday, 12 hours thursday (on my day off, I got called in), and 11 hours on Friday
- I was exhausted and mentally drained
- All of our inpatients died at some point this week
- Selinda's pet sitting dog peed on $70 worth of my new bed linnens
- Completely ruined my down quilt cover, I had to trash it
- Getting 6 hours sleep in 2 days
- Friday day was hell at work
+ Going to Zhivas
+ Making peace with Ryan
++ Him accepting my appology
+ Seeing Paul
- Not seeing Matthew, Libby, or Liz
+ Me telling Joe how I felt about him
+ Him saying he felt the same way
+ Kissing him at midnight
+ Kissing Suzy too, heeheheh
+ Attic goodness, heheheheheh (not involving suzy in any way mind you)
+ Being in love
+ Not being my normal self that is petrified of commitment and dependancy
+ Everyone getting drunk
- Suzy climbing on the roof at 3 in the morning because she wants to see the sun rise because her middle name is DAWN
+ I DID UNDERSTAND her logic, I just was worried about health issues and it being quite dangerous
- It raining while shes on the roof
- My drunk ass climbing on the roof to get her down
--- Sitting on the roof for a half hour not being able to get her down
--- The rain rained the hardest when I was up there
- I thought I was going to get more sick, possibly get pneumonia
- I could not get her to come down
- Worrying about her health/her passing out and falling/ hurting herself trying to climb down
- I go inside and attempt to sleep
- Joe spends and hour and a half trying to get her down
+- We leave around 6 in the morning neither of us having gotten any sleep
- Having been awake for 23 hours straight after having the week from hell
--- Worrying about Suzy
+ Finally falling asleep next to Joe