I smoked a cigarette...

[madison_reject]

We made plans on Wednesday to hang out after he got off work today. We talked about them yesterday. I haven't seen him since Tuesday. I went out to dinner with my mom to kill time before he got off work. I call him. He's on his way to the bar with Ryan. I feel like he doesn't even care. I miss him and he's going to a fucking bar

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[xdeadtolifex]

hey sweetie, I'm telling you what i'm about to because i used to be your boyfriend. Not in the literal sense but in the, we made plans but i ditched you to go to the bar or the strip club with the guys. I'm incredibly lucky that my wife stayed with me while i was out doing my thing and treating her like crap. She left me, just bam see ya later don't call i won't answer goodbye left me. I had to make a choice right then and there what was important to me, the "guys" and having fun, or her and all the love and happiness that she brought with her. I chose her and I lost a lot of friends because of it but it was worth it. I have a woman that loves me like no other and I'm happier than I've ever been. It's been a long road getting here and I had to give up a lot and grow up a lot but your BF is going to have to make that same decision. Either he can choose you and give you the 110% that you deserve or he's gonna lose you because he'll keep putting things like the bar ahead of you. I know that it hurts maybe not in the same sense that you do, but I know that seeing my wife (then girlfriend) have that look of disappointment and hurt tore me up inside and I vowed that i would do everything in my power to keep from putting that look on her face again. I don't know if you can tell but I've changed a lot over these past six months. I don't drink more than two beers all I think about is my wife and her happiness and i've started serving God again i couldn't be happier. Anyways I'm here for you if you need anything you know I always am and will be. Love ya