evilcanevol does it again

Jan 14, 2005 00:19


sometimes i feel like such a horrible person. someone asked me "if you dont wanna be here why are you here?" cuz this place is driving me crazy. i think its cuz when im home i jus keep myself going so i dont hafta think. then im here...with nothing to do but think...then i jus want to go out and do everything imaginable that i can do just to be happy and feel good...kinda corny but w/e...i feel bad cuz im supposed to be a christian bt yet what have i done lately thats so good? al i do is walk around here trying to sneak out n find someway to get myself fucked up...for some reason its worse this semester...i think it all boils down to one thing ive jus thought of but am not gunna write cuz ITS PERSONAL
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