[Fanfic] Mirror
Title: Mirror
Paring: Gack/Ju-Ken
Disclaimer: Don't own them nor do I know them. This is just for fun and is purely fan made.
Rating: T
Summary: If he looked close enough into the water's mirror like surface, he could see more than himself.
Notes: This is once again for the gacktjob_fics weekly prompt. I don't really see much of Ju-Ken in fics and well, this is to show more bassist love. I might do another one for this week's prompt too...
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"It's like a mirror." He muttered, dipping his feet into the cool water of the pool. If he looked close enough into the water's mirror like surface, he could see more than himself, more then the soft glow of the lights that lite a path of soft orange along the patio. If Ju-Ken looked hard enough, he could see his lover.
He could see him and all his breath taking beauty and every time he looked into the water, he didn't see his lover in his arms. He saw him in the arm of someone else. A bitter smirk crossed his lips and he moved his foot, disturbing the image that he saw on the water's surface.
He didn't understand why Gackt was with him, he really didn't. Why be with him when Gackt was always going home in the arms of someone who wasn't him? Why lead him on? Why tell him that he loved him and then go and leave in the arms of Hyde?
Ju-Ken understood that Gackt was a free spirit. He understood that Gackt wasn't meant to be caged but, that didn't mean the vocalist could play with his heart like it was some toy. And Ju-Ken wasn't a toy. He was tired of being used and tired of having his heart stepped on and ripped out. He was tired of feeling lonely even when he was holding Gackt in his arms. He was tired of feeling so broken...
"I guess, I'm just not meant for him." He muttered, once more moving his foot and watching as the water rippled and distorted the image on its surface.
"And who's he?" Arms wrapped around his shoulders and a warm body pressed up aganist his back.
Once, the touch would have been welcomed, once, he wouldn't have felt so lonely with this body pressed against his own but, that was then and this is now. And now, he didn't feel what he used to in those arms.
"You." He muttered softly and those arms around his shoulders tighten for a moment before they were removed but, that body remained pressed against his back.
"What do you mean?"
Ju-Ken sighed and pushed himself away from that body and all the false promises it held. "You're never just mine. I always have to share you and, I can't do this anymore. You're either mine or you're not."
A sharp intake of breath and a slender hand was gripping his own. "I'll always be yours, Ju-Ken."
Another bitter smile curled the bassists lips and he stood, hand leaving the one entangled with his own.
"Those are just empty words, Gaachan." Running his fingers through his hair, Ju-Ken headed towards the house and, he knew if he look back, he would see a stunned look on Gackt's face. "Lets just end this." He said, pausing and placing his hands into his pockets. "We're only hurting each other."
He didn't wait for Gackt's response and he really didn't want to. He just wanted to move on a forget the man he left sitting on the edge of the pool.
Paring: Gack/Ju-Ken
Disclaimer: Don't own them nor do I know them. This is just for fun and is purely fan made.
Rating: T
Summary: If he looked close enough into the water's mirror like surface, he could see more than himself.
Notes: This is once again for the gacktjob_fics weekly prompt. I don't really see much of Ju-Ken in fics and well, this is to show more bassist love. I might do another one for this week's prompt too...
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"It's like a mirror." He muttered, dipping his feet into the cool water of the pool. If he looked close enough into the water's mirror like surface, he could see more than himself, more then the soft glow of the lights that lite a path of soft orange along the patio. If Ju-Ken looked hard enough, he could see his lover.
He could see him and all his breath taking beauty and every time he looked into the water, he didn't see his lover in his arms. He saw him in the arm of someone else. A bitter smirk crossed his lips and he moved his foot, disturbing the image that he saw on the water's surface.
He didn't understand why Gackt was with him, he really didn't. Why be with him when Gackt was always going home in the arms of someone who wasn't him? Why lead him on? Why tell him that he loved him and then go and leave in the arms of Hyde?
Ju-Ken understood that Gackt was a free spirit. He understood that Gackt wasn't meant to be caged but, that didn't mean the vocalist could play with his heart like it was some toy. And Ju-Ken wasn't a toy. He was tired of being used and tired of having his heart stepped on and ripped out. He was tired of feeling lonely even when he was holding Gackt in his arms. He was tired of feeling so broken...
"I guess, I'm just not meant for him." He muttered, once more moving his foot and watching as the water rippled and distorted the image on its surface.
"And who's he?" Arms wrapped around his shoulders and a warm body pressed up aganist his back.
Once, the touch would have been welcomed, once, he wouldn't have felt so lonely with this body pressed against his own but, that was then and this is now. And now, he didn't feel what he used to in those arms.
"You." He muttered softly and those arms around his shoulders tighten for a moment before they were removed but, that body remained pressed against his back.
"What do you mean?"
Ju-Ken sighed and pushed himself away from that body and all the false promises it held. "You're never just mine. I always have to share you and, I can't do this anymore. You're either mine or you're not."
A sharp intake of breath and a slender hand was gripping his own. "I'll always be yours, Ju-Ken."
Another bitter smile curled the bassists lips and he stood, hand leaving the one entangled with his own.
"Those are just empty words, Gaachan." Running his fingers through his hair, Ju-Ken headed towards the house and, he knew if he look back, he would see a stunned look on Gackt's face. "Lets just end this." He said, pausing and placing his hands into his pockets. "We're only hurting each other."
He didn't wait for Gackt's response and he really didn't want to. He just wanted to move on a forget the man he left sitting on the edge of the pool.