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Mar 13, 2010 00:44

As if schedule and your current situation were not enough to make you tired, some of ignorant people made you even more tired. You are tired of drama. You came all the way to a foreign country, you got rejected, then had a chance  in your homeland, but that place has never been felt like a home for you though it's your homeland literally, maybe it's just 'not yet', but who knows. Because of current situation, your future again is becoming unclear just like the first time you stepped in that foreign country.
You are only 20 years old, you don't deserve those things and situations. Actually, no one deserves those things and situations, but why did you get those?
To be an amazing and shinning diamond, a diamond must be cut over and over, I've been trying to tell myself this. but you are not a stone, though diamond may be the most beautiful stone in the world. You are made by flesh, veins, and blood. You bleed if you get cut, and a big cut one, will leave a deep wound. And a deep wound will leave a big and deep scar.
It's hard, i know though i don't understand how hard it is, but you are already on the half way. If you go back, you have to go through all the scars that had been scored on your way back and those scars will reopen and bleed and hurt you again.
The only way is to go through the rest of your way, i know, it's going to hurt, but you are stronger than before, you grow stronger and soon, you'll be stronger than any person who has cut you on your flesh.
God created this world from nothing. And you are already something, i know you will be more than you are now.
They don't know what you have been through, so that they don't have the rights to let you down. If they think they have rights to let you down, you have the rights to not hear them. Your ears are better to hear good music than their chants.



















We love you, Super Junior loves you.
I know, love is not and never enough, love is never a good reason, but at least i hope love can make you stand and stay.
Pics Credit to stalker93@sapphirepearls

fangirling, super junior, henry lau, yours truly, hey! my mr.lawrence!

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