Jun 08, 2010 19:52
I think I'm having some kind of flashback trigger because there is no reason to be so emotional over this but I am totally devastated. It's retarded and I don't even know how to explain it.
I felt like I was excluded from something I would have loved to have been doing, even though in my brain I know that that is totally not the case. I'm still bored and alone and I seriously don't know what my problem is but I feel so upset. It doesn't make any sense and I know it doesn't. But I'm upset.