Getting old in the wee hours of the night rant.
Dear readers,
As I await the slow printer to print my hand outs for the presentation on size diversity locally, I have realized that nearing on the 2 am time frame... that I am just to damn old for this shit...I have not much to say about other things in my current day at the moment.Other than it has been wonderful. I have gotten to know new people and have gotten to know old friends better. I was at a social/activism event tonight and thoroughly enjoyed the event. I haven't been that comfortable at an even in a long time.
I have also realized that with in my current age that the late night hours have a big effect on me. To stay up late is like taking a sleeping pill and only getting 2 hours sleep. It is almost worse than experiencing a hang over. I realize that I am nearing a milestone in age and that dating is a whole new field for me. When I was younger I was looking for something other than just a partner. No I am loooking for some one to settle down with, to love, to spend the rest of my life with. Sorry Lasses thats alot of pressure but once you realize your old youll understand that life is so freaking short. Im at a point that I am looking to make a family and to live my life out to be in a set path for the next 30 + years. I dont like games anymore, there too damn confusing, I look for personality more over looks (granted it helps).
I look at life differently now that I realize I am OLD! Yes I know I am old and I admit it... but I also realize with age things are viewed differently. I dont accept intolerence the way i used to, or players, etc. I dont have time for game players, and ignorant fools that judge and refuse to accept people the way they are. I have realized getting older means to gain will to fight for yourself, to find self worth and love, to have a purpose and to live for the day.
So for the sake of being old the rant is now over even though its so incohearent that maybe you might get bored. LOL... so for untill next times dear readers
Stay tuned for another riviting story or rant from diaries of a mad fat woman
As I await the slow printer to print my hand outs for the presentation on size diversity locally, I have realized that nearing on the 2 am time frame... that I am just to damn old for this shit...I have not much to say about other things in my current day at the moment.Other than it has been wonderful. I have gotten to know new people and have gotten to know old friends better. I was at a social/activism event tonight and thoroughly enjoyed the event. I haven't been that comfortable at an even in a long time.
I have also realized that with in my current age that the late night hours have a big effect on me. To stay up late is like taking a sleeping pill and only getting 2 hours sleep. It is almost worse than experiencing a hang over. I realize that I am nearing a milestone in age and that dating is a whole new field for me. When I was younger I was looking for something other than just a partner. No I am loooking for some one to settle down with, to love, to spend the rest of my life with. Sorry Lasses thats alot of pressure but once you realize your old youll understand that life is so freaking short. Im at a point that I am looking to make a family and to live my life out to be in a set path for the next 30 + years. I dont like games anymore, there too damn confusing, I look for personality more over looks (granted it helps).
I look at life differently now that I realize I am OLD! Yes I know I am old and I admit it... but I also realize with age things are viewed differently. I dont accept intolerence the way i used to, or players, etc. I dont have time for game players, and ignorant fools that judge and refuse to accept people the way they are. I have realized getting older means to gain will to fight for yourself, to find self worth and love, to have a purpose and to live for the day.
So for the sake of being old the rant is now over even though its so incohearent that maybe you might get bored. LOL... so for untill next times dear readers
Stay tuned for another riviting story or rant from diaries of a mad fat woman