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So where do I begin. Summer is over and so much as happened. From Pennsylvania and Disney, to the clubs and the death of my best friend it sure has been a summer Ill always remember.
August 23, 2005 - the day my heart died. My best friend and ex, Sara, killed herself. Never did I imagine what it would be like to lose someone whom I truely love with all my heart! When I got the news a range of emotions went through me - disbelief, anger, guilt, sadness and love. I spent the night with Jenna and Kt crying my eyes out. One thing I am grateful for is that this summer made us rekindle our friendship. I mean just the other day we went to the club together and I was in her apt chillin with her and laughing with her and Jenna. I truely think things happen for a reason. She knew what she was doing all along and no one was going to stop her from doing what she did but that is the reason why we became good friends again after not seeing each other for almost a year. I still have her voice message on my phone as well as the text messages she sent me and everytime Im sad I listen to her voice and somehow that brings me peace. I know shes ok and as much as it hurts I know everything will be fine. So to sara, my angel in heaven, words cant express how much hurt I am feeling not having you by my side however I take comfort in knowing you are watching down on me. A part of my heart went with you when you passed away. I loved you three years ago and I love you still unconditionally and that will never change. Thank you for being my best friend this summer has been amazing and I am soo happy we had the time we did!! I Love You!!
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on and on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
August 23, 2005 - the day my heart died. My best friend and ex, Sara, killed herself. Never did I imagine what it would be like to lose someone whom I truely love with all my heart! When I got the news a range of emotions went through me - disbelief, anger, guilt, sadness and love. I spent the night with Jenna and Kt crying my eyes out. One thing I am grateful for is that this summer made us rekindle our friendship. I mean just the other day we went to the club together and I was in her apt chillin with her and laughing with her and Jenna. I truely think things happen for a reason. She knew what she was doing all along and no one was going to stop her from doing what she did but that is the reason why we became good friends again after not seeing each other for almost a year. I still have her voice message on my phone as well as the text messages she sent me and everytime Im sad I listen to her voice and somehow that brings me peace. I know shes ok and as much as it hurts I know everything will be fine. So to sara, my angel in heaven, words cant express how much hurt I am feeling not having you by my side however I take comfort in knowing you are watching down on me. A part of my heart went with you when you passed away. I loved you three years ago and I love you still unconditionally and that will never change. Thank you for being my best friend this summer has been amazing and I am soo happy we had the time we did!! I Love You!!
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on and on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby