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I hate the way even know when I try to confront certain things in my life that are so old I still can't.
I think things are going pretty okay in my life right now.
I still have a lot of shit going on that I'm dealing with but those things seem...like maybe I can deal with them. But then I think of this and it seems like there is no way to solve it no matter what way I look at it.
But still when I try to confront all those emotions that are left over I can't. I guess when it all happened I just decided to go for the easiest way out....not thinking about it and just deciding to be angry.
I hate feeling like I hate a person this much when I know deep down I still have a soft spot even if it is just as friends.
I need advice.
I think things are going pretty okay in my life right now.
I still have a lot of shit going on that I'm dealing with but those things seem...like maybe I can deal with them. But then I think of this and it seems like there is no way to solve it no matter what way I look at it.
But still when I try to confront all those emotions that are left over I can't. I guess when it all happened I just decided to go for the easiest way out....not thinking about it and just deciding to be angry.
I hate feeling like I hate a person this much when I know deep down I still have a soft spot even if it is just as friends.
I need advice.