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yeah i don't really know what to write about, i just have nothing better to do at the moment.
i guess i'll just go and update myself, and say that my dad is moving on the 15th?...well thats what he said, so idk.....kinda.....ummm.....ok EXTREMELY upset/sad about it. But i cant stop him from moving, and now he is all worried about me b/c when i went there i wouldn't talk. I probably said about 2 sentences the whole time my sister and i were there.
Now it might seem to you like he is moving to a different state..but he isn't, he is relocating himself to Johnson's Creek. then why am i so emotional about the whole thing you ask?
I had no idea until a few nights ago, when i realized that seeing all the boxes in THAT HOUSE reminded me of my parents divorce....and i took that way too hard, and it feels like its happening all over again...seem stupid to you?....not to me.
and now that he is moving on the 15th, i probably wont be able to spend my 19th b-day with him...if i was able to that, that would only give him 3 days to have everything in the house and have it all be perfect, b/c probably knowing my step-mother she doesn't let anyone in the house if one little thing is out of place. so i'm kind of bummed out about that too.
yeah idk, its just me talking, not really sure why i wanted to do it on here.
on a lighter note, i spent my halloween with Katie and her b/f Scott, and his family....and as a side note, Scott's family is awesome!!
i guess i'll just go and update myself, and say that my dad is moving on the 15th?...well thats what he said, so idk.....kinda.....ummm.....ok EXTREMELY upset/sad about it. But i cant stop him from moving, and now he is all worried about me b/c when i went there i wouldn't talk. I probably said about 2 sentences the whole time my sister and i were there.
Now it might seem to you like he is moving to a different state..but he isn't, he is relocating himself to Johnson's Creek. then why am i so emotional about the whole thing you ask?
I had no idea until a few nights ago, when i realized that seeing all the boxes in THAT HOUSE reminded me of my parents divorce....and i took that way too hard, and it feels like its happening all over again...seem stupid to you?....not to me.
and now that he is moving on the 15th, i probably wont be able to spend my 19th b-day with him...if i was able to that, that would only give him 3 days to have everything in the house and have it all be perfect, b/c probably knowing my step-mother she doesn't let anyone in the house if one little thing is out of place. so i'm kind of bummed out about that too.
yeah idk, its just me talking, not really sure why i wanted to do it on here.
on a lighter note, i spent my halloween with Katie and her b/f Scott, and his family....and as a side note, Scott's family is awesome!!