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It feels strange writing in this thing again. It's been about a month!
I cant really fill you in on everything that has happened b/c there has just been too much. but heres what happend last night.
I just got back from my cousin Nikki's place. her and her husband Kyle are in Jamaica, right now. and my sister Lela is dog sitting for them. their dog Riley....is crazy. thats all i have to say about that.
So last night i finally got to go see my dad for our Christmas "get together". and that was interesting.
i say interesting b/c ever since my papa had his stroke and his heart attack, my dad has started to care about him again...well at least out loud.
the thing with my dad and his family is that, the moment that the family found out that my dad was cheating, on my mother...they disowned him....b/c he has hurt that famliy way to much in the past so that was the last straw.
so now that my papa..his dad isnt in good health, my dad wants to go see him and i'm afraid that if my dad goes to see my papa that he might have another heart attack.
I just wish my dad would get it in his head that it has been what....15 almost years that he hasnt even talked to his own dad. christ.
my sister also got very angry with my dad, so she finally gave him his sisters phone #, so he could call her at his own will, to talk to her about papa.
i just hope he can find the guts to call.
and theres my rant of the year.
happy new year.
i hope i and you can leave all shit behind. and i really wish you could wipe your slate clean and start all over again.
I cant really fill you in on everything that has happened b/c there has just been too much. but heres what happend last night.
I just got back from my cousin Nikki's place. her and her husband Kyle are in Jamaica, right now. and my sister Lela is dog sitting for them. their dog Riley....is crazy. thats all i have to say about that.
So last night i finally got to go see my dad for our Christmas "get together". and that was interesting.
i say interesting b/c ever since my papa had his stroke and his heart attack, my dad has started to care about him again...well at least out loud.
the thing with my dad and his family is that, the moment that the family found out that my dad was cheating, on my mother...they disowned him....b/c he has hurt that famliy way to much in the past so that was the last straw.
so now that my papa..his dad isnt in good health, my dad wants to go see him and i'm afraid that if my dad goes to see my papa that he might have another heart attack.
I just wish my dad would get it in his head that it has been what....15 almost years that he hasnt even talked to his own dad. christ.
my sister also got very angry with my dad, so she finally gave him his sisters phone #, so he could call her at his own will, to talk to her about papa.
i just hope he can find the guts to call.
and theres my rant of the year.
happy new year.
i hope i and you can leave all shit behind. and i really wish you could wipe your slate clean and start all over again.