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another lost day...went to find a job which is near impossible now. i will do just about anything and have applied everywhere. and still nothing. hopefully if i get a certificate from beauty school to do nails i will find something.
i hate working at michaels but i guess its better than nothing. i need money bad.
me and dave hung out a little bit but i dunno we seemed to be bitchy twords eachother so i think we should spend the rest of today/tonight doing other things.
to avoid fighting which i hate. its such a waste of energy.
i talked to my dad about our family, which further justified my hate twords them. they are truly sick people esp. my grandfather i hate him with a firey passion. if there is a hell he will be spending eternity there when he finally dies. as well as my grandmother.but i don't want to get into it now i get to emotional.
i hope that my MET goes through sooner than later so i can get into hfcc as fast as possible. i hate being so lazy.
i hate working at michaels but i guess its better than nothing. i need money bad.
me and dave hung out a little bit but i dunno we seemed to be bitchy twords eachother so i think we should spend the rest of today/tonight doing other things.
to avoid fighting which i hate. its such a waste of energy.
i talked to my dad about our family, which further justified my hate twords them. they are truly sick people esp. my grandfather i hate him with a firey passion. if there is a hell he will be spending eternity there when he finally dies. as well as my grandmother.but i don't want to get into it now i get to emotional.
i hope that my MET goes through sooner than later so i can get into hfcc as fast as possible. i hate being so lazy.