Just for Kicks
blah.. back to the grind of school. Oh wahoo.. I really want a paid livejournal account but I don't have a paypal account set up and it's always a pain in the ass to set shit up. I wish someone would have given me one for christmas, that would have been cool.
Anyway.. I'm back at school, got here Monday. It's weird, I got here and my mom and I decided to go to Mikata cause I hadn't seen Ben in well over a month and I missed him dearly. So the whole way there I felt like absolute shit, tired, headache,just really down. and then I realized, it'd be a month since I'd seen Ben.. and that's why I was so down. Cause he's that friend that I have to see almost once a week or I get down.. He just makes me happy.. So we walk in and we've been in there for like fifteen minutes or longer and I haven't seen any sign of him, and i'm about to start getting upset. I'm to the point where I HAVE to see him NOW or I'll start crying.. so I ask the waiter to go get him.. he comes out and IMMEDIATELY I was better.. It's so weird the connection I have with him.. He makes me happy as soon as I see him..
I thought I saw Joe driving yesterday.. I heard he was in rehab, wonder if he's out.. or wonder if that was a complete rumor all together.. who knows..
So I've seen Val THREE times in one day.. Why do I have to constantly see her. and I always wonder when i see her, what in god's name did Myko see in her.. Ha, i guess the same thing he saw in me, NOTHING. Cause he left us both high and dry with nothing to stand on when he was done playing his "i'll get my way" game. He wrote Dave a letter, interesting.. hope he's ok I suppose..
I only had one class today.. Computer.. I don't want to take it, but i have to in order to graduate.. blah.. that just blows...
anyway, i'm leaving for now.. but i'll update later with a little rant I have prepared.. haha... look out!
KEL
Anyway.. I'm back at school, got here Monday. It's weird, I got here and my mom and I decided to go to Mikata cause I hadn't seen Ben in well over a month and I missed him dearly. So the whole way there I felt like absolute shit, tired, headache,just really down. and then I realized, it'd be a month since I'd seen Ben.. and that's why I was so down. Cause he's that friend that I have to see almost once a week or I get down.. He just makes me happy.. So we walk in and we've been in there for like fifteen minutes or longer and I haven't seen any sign of him, and i'm about to start getting upset. I'm to the point where I HAVE to see him NOW or I'll start crying.. so I ask the waiter to go get him.. he comes out and IMMEDIATELY I was better.. It's so weird the connection I have with him.. He makes me happy as soon as I see him..
I thought I saw Joe driving yesterday.. I heard he was in rehab, wonder if he's out.. or wonder if that was a complete rumor all together.. who knows..
So I've seen Val THREE times in one day.. Why do I have to constantly see her. and I always wonder when i see her, what in god's name did Myko see in her.. Ha, i guess the same thing he saw in me, NOTHING. Cause he left us both high and dry with nothing to stand on when he was done playing his "i'll get my way" game. He wrote Dave a letter, interesting.. hope he's ok I suppose..
I only had one class today.. Computer.. I don't want to take it, but i have to in order to graduate.. blah.. that just blows...
anyway, i'm leaving for now.. but i'll update later with a little rant I have prepared.. haha... look out!
KEL