Mar 28, 2006 17:15
I can't believe how weird my mood is.
I woke up today with the biggest smile on my face, everything was great and I was so happy. I couldn't stop smiling and I was writing little poems and song that were so hopeful.
Then wham, I'm down. And the worst part is I know why.
I arrived to work early after visiting Gen in the hospital, and after having lunch with my mom, I really felt like shopping. I had seen a sign in a store window: 50% off.. best part was it was a shoe store. I went in and totally found these kick ass boots. They were black, and platforms and I loved them at first sight.
So I asked the lady if they had a size six... she came back with a size six and a half. It was too big, they didn't have any sixes and so just like that I was down. No nice new boots.
I tried looking in all my favourite stores for a replacement outfit, and all the shoe stores for a platform boot. Nope. Nada.
I hate when I want to buy something and can't. ANd I hate when I have my heart set on something and then can't get it.
Yes I know I am a big baby. *sigh* I can't help it.
Ugh, and now I am stuck at work from 5-9.. no breaks with a bad mood. Oh joy, oh bliss. I honestly could kill a goat.
Bah humbug
~ Mademoiselle Jel