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I have two pirahna's now. Louis and Lestat. They're creepy little devils, but I like them. I'll enjoy them.
When it's really quiet in the house and everyone's gone to sleep, I miss him. Well, I miss him most if not all the time but right now it feels almost unbareable. I feel like I want to stop missing him, but at the same time, a part of me is still holding on. For what? I'm not sure. Hope. Forgiveness. Everything just starts to bleed together until I feel just absolutely defeated by everything.
I'm stressed. And ... I need him, physically hurting here because of it.
I haven't much enjoy to talk about it anymore. Maybe I'll catch my (one) reader up to date later. Heh. :)
When it's really quiet in the house and everyone's gone to sleep, I miss him. Well, I miss him most if not all the time but right now it feels almost unbareable. I feel like I want to stop missing him, but at the same time, a part of me is still holding on. For what? I'm not sure. Hope. Forgiveness. Everything just starts to bleed together until I feel just absolutely defeated by everything.
I'm stressed. And ... I need him, physically hurting here because of it.
I haven't much enjoy to talk about it anymore. Maybe I'll catch my (one) reader up to date later. Heh. :)