i dont feel emotions any more

[madelinetheresa]

i stopped giving a fuck and its no where near as great as i thought it would be

i dont let the things people say affect the way i feel, now i dont even hear what they say

i shut out the depression, now im never happy anymore

i told everyone i was happy (and i am) and tried to live up to that description, but i dont recognize myself anymore

i said i dont care one too many times