Bleh
Shit has sucked pretty bad, but hey... I don't really care that much... which is pretty cool. Last night I finally gave up. On working things out with Craig, that is. I don't see a future right now. I mean... yea, I want to be with him... But, it's stressful, and if I'm with him, I want it to last, so right now is a bad time. I told him that we should give it a few months... he didn't say anything except that he was gonna go to bed... I doubt that he did, but it was the most I was getting then. I don't want to tell him that I love him all the time anymore. I don't want to say it at all. But I do love him... and I guess I kinda like loving him. Oh wait... he did say one other thing, which I believe was "Don't fall out of love with me" but it could've been something slightly different... he was being quiet, and I was on my cell... Anyways... for once I'm not gagging because a "happy song" came on my computer... maybe I can get out of all of this, and maintain my humanity and sanity.