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Okay, well I really havent updated in a while, and I actually want to start using this again. Well Wednesday I hung out with Jackie all day and we went to the mall and what not. It was fun and cute! I missed her! Then I slept over her house in Great Neck and we were just bums all day, watching TV and eating all day. It was relaxing. Then I left at like 10 pm and chilled at home. Then went to sleep and woke up late today. Went for a walk with Jamie to town and then came back home. I had so much fun this break, I really did. I'm glad I got to see a lot of Jackie. I can't believe that shes going all the way to California for college. I'm gonna be so sad :( But hey, I get to visit her every few weeks :)! Edmee is going to Fordham which makes me happy and jealous at the same time, I mean I love that she's gonna be so close and that I'll be able to visit her and Tim at the same time, but at the same time, I'm so jealous that she gets to hang out with Tim whenever she wants, and I can't do that. I don't know, I feel so bitchy saying that, but it's how I feel. I mean, I'm probaly just being retarded. But the thing is, I hate it here in RVC, and she keeps me sane when Tim isnt here, so now they're both gone? Now what. I think thats where this is stemming from as opposed to it all being jealousy. I mean I have friends in my grade, so I won't be alone, but it wont be the same with me being the only part of the RVC crew still in RVC. It just makes me sad that August is going to be the worst month ever. I mean Jackie is going all the way to CALIFORNIA. I'm so upset. Tim and Edmee aren't gonna be here. Danielle is only going to Nassau, but she still won't be in school with me. WOW, why can't I just be a senior and leave too? :( Oh well.
Sorry I rambled. I needed it. I'm in a better mood now, then I was when I started writing this.
:)
Sorry I rambled. I needed it. I'm in a better mood now, then I was when I started writing this.
:)